Beautiful Chaos

Are we a thing?

Justin's P.O.V---

"We need to go!" She complained, sitting on the couch with a frown. "One minute, love. I am so sorry!" I shouted back from the kitchen. I had made an effort to make dinner for her but ended up burning the food. We had planned to spend the day out happily since she was leaving to her college in two days. 

I walked out and she glared. "Let's go!" I said and she jumped up, dragging me out of the house. I locked the door and we got her bikes, deciding to go around in it. We peddled as we went through the streets. 

"You know you love me! I know you care!" Lakshita sang and I stopped in my tracks. "Just shout whenever and I'll be there!" She continued and I sighed, chuckling. "You are my love, you are my heart! And we will never ever ever be apart!" She laughed. 

We stopped at a grocery store and she walked in. She grabbed a trolley and started pushing in into aisles while I walked behind, whistling. She grabbed random stuff, adding them to the trolley. I grabbed a handful, dropping them in and she gave me a weird look. "Why on earth do you want push-up bras?" And I looked down, grinning naughtily.

Laughing, she took it out, placing it on the racks. The store was deserted and Lakshita handed the trolley to me, walking to another aisle. I followed her to get deafened by her blowing a whistle. "Shhh... quiet down!" I laughed and she shook her head, blowing it louder. "Oh My Goodness, you are crazy!" I said and she stuck her tongue out, continuing to walk. 

Once we were done shopping, we walked out, continuing to ride on our bikes. "Let's go uphill!" She said and we took ourselves up, the night closing in on us. We parked the bikes under a tree and she walked slowly, twirling happily. It made me happy that she wasn't crying over Zayn unlike every other night.

We sat on a rock and stared at the night sky, the stars twinkling above us. "Justin... I know you love me." She said and I froze. "Uh...umm.. actually..Laksh..." I stuttered and she smiled, placing a hand on my shoulder. "It's fine. I really like you too." She said and my heart thudded hard. "But.."She started and I sighed, knowing what she was going to say. "But you still love Zayn more than anything and you cannot be with me. I know." I said and she gave me a weak smile. 

I looked at her, her chocolate brown eyes attracting me more than ever. She bit her pink lips, not taking her eyes off me. "I love you... and I would do anything to make you happy." I said, leaning closer. She didn't budge and continued looking at me. Her eyes closed and I knew she was expecting it. I brushed my lips against hers and she didn't pull away. It felt right to her feel her lips on mine. But she was Malik's. Her heart was with him. She didn't kiss back, but I kissed her gently, wrapping my arm around her. 

We pulled away in sometime and she looked away, sighing. "You don't have to feel guilty, Lakshita. You did nothing wrong. I am not going to plead you to be mine too though I want you badly." I said and she nodded, giving me a small smile. "I need to see you happy and it'll be only with him. Lets get you two back together." I said smiling and she raised an eyebrow. 

"He does love me and wants me. But I need him to prove it to me how bad he needs me. He has to make me trust him, Justin. And all he ever did was send me truckloads of messages. Is that really enough for what he did?" She demanded and I shook my head. "We'll make him understand. Got something under my sleeve." I winked and she laughed, hugging me tight.

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Zayn's P.O.V---

I felt shattered, walking around the lonely arena filled with everyone from the crew. Paul walked around shouting at people which Lakshita would've handled in a perfectly calm way. Lux was pestering Louis for a story. Lakshita would've told her hundreds of them. Not just me, but the tour was dead without her. Everyone walked around, doing their jobs, for the sake of doing it. And me, I am dying every moment. The only thing that keeps me breathing is that I know she is reading my messages. 

I sat on the couch, staring at the mirror when I got a notification. It was from Twitter and decided to ignore until I saw Lakshita username on it. I clicked on it, and there was this picture.

@JustinBieber : Netflix and chill date with the most beautiful girl ever @Lakshita.Shankar 

Comments:

@1Dalltheway : What?! What happened to Zashita?! NOOOOO!

@JBmyguy : They look so cute together! I ship them!

@Zaynismydaddy : Did that bitch cheat on Zayn?!

@Lakshitafbuk : Omg! I loved her with Zayn! Justin only with Selena. Lakshita, go back to Zayn!

I dropped the phone, tears streaming down my face. Niall rushed to me, sitting next to me as I sobbed out loud. "She doesn't love me anymore, Niall. I am not worth her anymore. She left me for good. I...No.. Lakshita..." I cried, hugging him tight. It felt like my heart was exploding at that moment. My eyes turned blurry and I shivered uncontrollably as I saw the picture. She was dating?!

"Mate, call her. Talk to her." Niall said, handing me the phone. My fingers shook as I dialed her number. "Hello?" I spoke into the phone as soon she answered. "Hey, Zayn. Lakshita is sleeping, man." I heard a guy say. "Who are you?" I asked when I heard her voice. That adorable voice that I missed too much for the past 5 weeks. "Justin Bieber! I have asked you not to do this. Stop drawing on my face!" I heard her laugh out of pure happiness. Tears streamed down and I gulped, my body shaking. 

"Babe.. It's Zayn on call." Justin told her and her laughter died. He called my baby his babe. "Oh.." She said and I heard some shuffling. "Hey, Zayn." I heard her soft voice say into the phone. "Lakshita..." I said and she sighed. "How are you?" She asked and I smiled. She still cared right? "I'm a mess without you..."I cried. "How are you?" I asked. "I don't know anymore, Zayn..." She said, her voice breaking. "You and Justin huh?" I asked and she sighed. "We aren't in love. Just dating." She said and I felt relieved. 

"I am sorry.." I whispered loud enough for her to here. "I need to go, Zayn." She said and I bit my lip to not cry. "Lakshita... the next show is in London and it would mean a lot if you come to the concert." I said and she sighed. "Its tomorrow, Zayn." She said and I smiled. "Yes. Will you come?" I asked. After a moment's hesitation she said, "I'll think about it."