Beautiful Chaos

Contract

Lakshita's P.O.V---

I was in the living room in the tour bus, watching Phineas and Ferb. It was just 7 in the morning and we had no work till 3 in the afternoon. Zayn and the boys were still sleeping. Rakhi and Alex had gone for a jog and Adya to the grocery. I decided to stay back and watch my favorite cartoon.

During the ad played I decided to get something to eat. I walked into the kitchen and opened the fridge taking out a cold carton of milk. I poured it into my peach mug and took some Oreos. I sat back on the couch eating my food when Zayn walked out. He was dressed in a big grey sweater and was searching for something. "What are you looking for?" I asked and he turned to look at me. "Uh.. the frames. And whats today's date?" He asked and I stood up. I walked into the room and got out his fake frames. "Here. And its Feb 4th." I replied and he nodded.

"Are you going somewhere?" I asked and he turned. "Ye..ah. Going to meet a friend." He said and I nodded. "I'll be back soon." He kissed my cheek and hurried outside. He was seriously acting weird. I shrugged it off and continued watching Tv.

Slowly the boys woke up and everyone started getting ready. I took a warm shower and got dressed in grey denims with a black shirt. I wore my vans and walked out of the tour bus, holding my backpack and phone. The boys started reharsing and I was in Lou's room, doing my college assignments.

I picked up my guitar and started strumming to 'What makes you Beautiful', a song I was good at. I was enjoying my guitar playing time when the girls walked in. "Hey." I smiled placing the guitar down. "Do you know where Zayn is?" Louis asked, peeping in. "He isnt here?" I asked and Louis shook his head. *texts*

Where are you?

With my friend.. Why ?

Reharsals

Oh shit! I'll be there in 10

*texts*

I put my phone aside and informed Louis. I looked at the girls and they gave me weak smiles. "Whats wrong?" I asked and they showed me a picture of Zayn and I walking out of the tour bus and his hand around my waist. 'Who is this mystery girl?' was the caption.

"You arent public?" Alex asked and thats when I realized that the fans did not know me. "I guess so..." I shrugged, wanting to talk to Zayn about this later.

"Did you read today morning's tabloids on twitter?" Adya questioned and I shook my head. "Why?" I asked and they handed me my phone. I went on twitter and scrolled down to see a mention on Zayn's name. I clicked on it and there came that picture (pic on top). I bit my lip and looked up. The caption read 'Zayn Malik seems to be catching up with ex Cher Lloyd and has been spotted this morning.'

I was hurt. His ex? He told me his friend. He wouldnt cheat on me.

"Its a contract. All boys have it. But we are public. You arent. Thats the problem." Rakhi said, worried. "Problem." I mumbled as I tried not to believe this. No no. Zayn wouldnt hide this from me. He would tell me when he gets back right?

"Lakshita! Get to work." Paul said, walking inside. I nodded and got up, packing my guitar and grabbing my notepad. I walked outside, still pondering on what I had seen. His ex. He has never brought up that topic. I sighed and started my day's work.

I checked on the dancers and costumes and was walking around the arena, lost deep in thought. Not knowing where I was heading, I bumped into someone. "I am sorry." I apologized getting up and straightened to see Josh. I let out a sigh and started walking away when I heard him call my name.

I continued walking to see Zayn walk out of the dressing room with Niall. "Lakshita?" He smiled, walking up to me. He seemed normal. He kissed my cheek and got the bottle from my hand, drinking water from it."Where were you?" I asked and he froze. "I told you.." He stuttered and Niall raised an eyebrow to which Zayn elbowed him. Why was he hiding it to me?

"Really?" I asked and he looked at me nervously. "Boys! Come on!" Liam called and he looked at me apologetically. "I am sorry. We'll talk later." He said and walked away with Niall and I stood there, hurt.

I went to Lou's room and Lux had woken up. She walked over to me and opened her arms. I sat her on my lap and she stood on my thighs. "Where is Uncle Zayn?" She asked and I sighed. "Practice." I said sadly and she lifted up my chin. "Play with me." She said and sat on my lap with a coloring book and crayons.

We were having fun coloring when the door opened. Zayn walked in and rushed to me. "Lux, Uncle Harry is looking for you outside." Zayn said and she ran out. "Lakshita.." He started but I stopped him. I stood up and crossed my arms over my chest. "Where were you?" I asked and he sighed. "With Cher Lloyd. But look-" He said and I stopped him again. "Why did you lie to me?" I asked and he shook his head. "She is my friend and this is just a contract." He tried to explain. "Just a contract? Then why the hell did you not tell me earlier?" I asked and he sighed. "I am sorry. I told you now." He said and I shook my head.

"Not before I found out myself. I thought you would tell me everything. Why hide it? And you never talk about your past relationships!" I yelled and he groaned. "All the boys have this contract. Dont over react." He snapped pissing me off more.

"Over react? You dont fucking tell me in the first place and now I am over reacting?" I yelled and he muttered something under his breath. "Okay yeah. The boys have contracts as well. But they are public with their girlfriends when you aren't. Why arent we public? Am I a secret fling?" I shouted at him and he tensed up. But I didnt care. I was even more angry than he was.

"Shut the fuck up, bitch!" He snapped and I flinched. "What did you say?" I asked and he clenched his jaw. "You heard me." He muttered and walked out slamming the door. I sat down, still stunned. I couldnt even cry because of the shock. He called me a bitch?

I heard them get on stage and the crowd cheering but my ears were getting deafened. All I could hear was his voice calling me a bitch again and again.