Beautiful Chaos

I Trusted You

Lakshita's P.O.V---

I woke up the next morning to find his arm wrapped tight around my body. His head was under my chin, his warm breathes tickling me softly. "Ishita..."I heard him mumble a couple of times. I brushed his hair out of his face, placing a soft kiss on his forehead. Gently I took his hand off my body, placing his head on the pillow. The moment I got from the bed, I felt his hand grab my wrist. 

"I am sorry, baby." He whispered, still not awake. Tears slipped down his cheek. I wiped them off and pecked his lips. "It is fine." I said and went to the bathroom. After showering, I came out dressed in black shorts and a purple crop top. Zayn was watching the TV. He was sipping coffee and I saw him look at me. But he completely avoided eye contact. Sighing, I brushed the tangles off my hair and put it up in a ponytail. 

Taking my phone, I called Niall. "Hey, where are you guys? Can Zayn and I come down for breakfast?" I asked. After his answer, I slipped my phone into my pocket and looked at Zayn. "Javaad, I am going down for breakfast. Are you coming?" I asked and he simply nodded, getting up. 

All of a sudden he fell down and I rushed to his side. "Hey, are you okay?" I asked and he looked at me. He shook his head and I helped him up. "Headache?" I asked and he nodded. I took him to the bathroom and made him sit down on the edge of the bath tub. "Can you stand without support?" I asked and he shook his head. "I'll be back, babe." I said and walked out. 

Wearing only my bathrobe, I turned on the shower. Zayn and I stripped down his clothes. I made him stand under the warm water and he sighed. I shampooed his hair while his hands rested on my hips. Soon I was done giving him a good bath. I was drying his hair while he pulled me closer. "Zayn.. allow me to dry your hair." I said and he shook his head, pressing his lips to mine. "I am sorry." He whispered and I sighed. "Fine, but let me dry your hair first." I said and sat him on the bed, continuing my work. "Use a hairdryer." He said and I face-palmed. I put the towel aside and reached into my suitcase, taking the dryer, when I felt two hands wrap around my waist. 

He picked me up, walking out the door. "Let's go eat. I am starving!" He complained and I rolled my eyes. "Zayn.. I have the dryer with me and you are shirtless." I said and he chuckled, kissing my cheek. "We look better this way." He said, making no sense, but making me giggle.

Everyone looked at us at the restaurant as Zayn sat me on the chair next to Alex. "Why are you holding a hair-dryer?" She asked and I sighed, shaking my head. "Man, can you not wear a tank top?" Liam asked and Zayn shook his head. We had breakfast and I went to the arena to do my "job". 

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It was around 8 in the evening and I had to get ready to go to Selena's music video shooting. I started packing some stuff in a duffel bag. "Zayn, put my phone for charge no?" I asked and he plugged it in. He sat on the bed, watching me walk around the room, getting stuff. "What is this music video thing?" He asked and I shrugged. "I am not exactly sure, Zayn. It's Selena Gomez's music video. That is all I know." I said and he nodded.

"How did you even get this opportunity?" He asked and I smiled. "Charlie did this actually. Liam told me this afternoon. He wanted to help with me getting into this music industry. He is so sweet!" I smiled and he nodded, glumly. "Is something wrong?" I asked, stopping to walk and he simply shrugged. "I know you have a problem. Let's talk about it once I am back." I said and he didn't say anything.

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The taxi arrived and I got in. Soon I reached the hotel we were filming in. Selena was in the lobby and she hugged me tight the moment she saw me. "I am so glad to see you after a long time, Lakshita!" She clapped and I grinned. "Same here!" 

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We were soon done. By 1 am in the morning to be exact. "There is this party.. do you want to come?" She asked. "Can I ask Zayn and tell you?" I asked, making her giggle. "Good little girlfriend, huh? Sure. I'll be in the car, outside." She said, walking out. 

I called Zayn. He picked up in the first ring. "Where are you, baby?! I am so worried!" He exclaimed. "I am fine. Can I go to this party?" I asked and I heard him sigh. "Lakshita... it is getting really late." He said. "I know... but.." I said while a heard a voice in the background. "Okay, fine. Just call me if you need something, please. And be back soon, babe." He said and I assured him I'll be back soon and cut the call.

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The party was fun. Selena was drunk and her boyfriend took her home early. I decided to leave by then. No one I knew was around and most of the people were drunk. I got no taxi. Going on google maps, I found out that the hotel was only a 10 minute walk from here. So I foolishly decided to walk. 

I walked, humming happily, looking at the dim night. In a few mins, I was the only one in the streets. I turned into an alley and started getting scared. Picking out my phone, I decided to call Zayn for some company though I know he was going to shout at me for deciding to walk. But my phone was dead. 

I continued to walk when I heard footsteps behind. Not daring to turn, I increased my pace. Within seconds, I was pinned to the wall. I was surrounded by alcoholic smell. I opened my eyes to see a guy grinning like a creep at me. I was on the brim of tears. "hey, hot stuff." He whispered, making me wanting puke. He had drunk something really bad and the smell was unbearable. He pressed his body on me. My hands were pinned above my head and I couldn't break free. "Leave me alone!" I shouted but I was sure no one could hear because my voice broke in between and never came out. "Please!" I begged, but he shook his head. 

Another man came out of nowhere and his hands replaced the one standing close to me, pinning me to the wall. One was blonde and the other was a red head. The red head pinned me tight while the blonde put his hands under my skirt, travelling slowly to my underwear. "Stop!" I cried, tears rolling down my cheeks. 

The two men started leaving love bites all over my body. They bruised my arms, scratched my thighs and I yelped out of pain. I was getting dehydrated soon when I saw a flash. There were multiple flashes and then shouts. The men released me. I buckled down in pain but soon picked myself up and ran for it. 

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Reaching the hotel, I ran into the lobby and the receptionist looked at me. "Ma'am. are you alright?" He asked and I rushed to the elevator. I pushed my floor button in it and leaned on the walls of the elevator, crying. Soon I reached and ran to my room. I was about to open the door when I heard two people yelling from inside. One of them was Zayn's voice and the other one belonged to that bitch from last night. 

"So you are not going to leave Lakshita?" I heard her ask. "No, I love her." He said and it warmed my already wounded heart. "And you wont tell her you had sex with me too?" She yelled and I froze. "I will.. but not now. And that was a drunken mistake!" I heard him yell back and the door flew open with the girl walking out. She glared at me and walked away. 

"Lakshita... why are you... you are hurt! What happened?! He panicked. "Whats with the bruises?! Lets treat the wounds. Oh My God! Does it hurt?" He exclaimed, pulling me inside. But I pushed him off, standing at the door. Hot tears streamed down my cheeks. "Laksh-" He started but I stopped him with a slap. 

"Nothing hurts more than knowing you slept with someone else last night. We are done, Zayn. Goodbye!" I yelled, running to Liam's and Adya's room. Zayn came after me and I turned. "If you come after me, you are not going to see me alive." I threatened and he stepped back, tears slipping down his cheeks. "I trusted you, Zayn." I said, knocking on the door of their room, crying, hurt more than ever.