Beautiful Chaos

Dont. Give. Me. That. Look.

Lakshita's P.O.V---

I pulled on a crop top and ankle jeans as I slipped my feet into my vans. I walked out of the tour bus, breathing in the fresh Colorado morning air. Paul handed me a latte and I smiled at him, sipping it and walked into the arena. I saw the boys singing on the stage. Niall pushed Zayn and he pushed Niall back, laughing while Harry sang. "Rakhi!" Niall exclaimed as he ran down the stage with Paul glaring at him. Zayn smiled at me and jogged down, pulling me close.

"I shouldn't have brought you girls here." Paul rolled his eyes and the boys glared at him. "Okay, fine. I am sorry." He fake apologized and walked away with his drink. "What's up, babe?" Zayn asked, holding my hand as we walked to the dressing room. "Just roaming." I said and he nodded when Lux ran to us. "Aunt Lakshita!" She squealed as I picked her up.

"Hey, baby." I greeted and she kissed my cheek. "Mommy told me you are going tonight." She said and my smile faded. "Yes, I have to." I said looking at Zayn who was staring at nothing in particular, his smile faded. "Don't. I want you to tell me stories." She said and my boyfriend looked at me. He gave me that sad cute look and I felt bad. "I will call you and we'll skype all the time. Or uncle Zayn will tell you stories, no?" I said, looking at him and he nodded grimly. "Okay, then. Fly safe." She said and ran away to Lou.

I started to walk away and Zayn pulled me towards him. "Do you want to go?" He asked and I shook my head. "I have to." I said and he nodded, looking away. "But... Paul told me you are free for the day. Let's do something fun!" I said and he smiled, nodding happily.

He told Niall he was going out with me and we got out. "Carbondale is a nice place, right?" I asked and he nodded. "What are we going to do?" He asked and I smirked. "Oh God! I am so up for whatever you have planned." He exclaimed and I laughed.

"First, it's tag. You're it." I said, running away from him. "Come back!" He called, chasing me. We ran around for some time until Zayn tagged me. We chased each other around for some time till we started panting hard. "Look! A photo Booth!" I exclaimed and pulled Zayn into the Photo Booth. We closed the screen and made dork faces as the camera snapped funny pictures of us.

The final pic, I kissed Zayn by the lips, cupping his face and he was taken away completely by surprise.

We got the pictures taken and I slipped them into my pocket. Zayn and I hiked up a hill and stood on its top admiring the view. No one houses were to be seen on one side of the hill, the other was averagely populated. The unpopulated one had a large green meadow with few trees dotted here and there.

I sat down and Zayn followed me. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and sat close to me. I lay my head on his shoulder, watching the birds flock. "Why can't we just stay here like this?" He asked and I sighed, looking at him. "Zee... It's just 2 months. I'll be back after a month for a 5 day break. Don't worry. I'll text you at times, whenever I get time there. I am sorry but we wouldn't be able to skype or talk on call much this month." I said and Zayn looked even sadder.

"Zayn, do you love me?" I asked and he nodded, looking at me. "Will you do one thing for me?" I asked and he raised an eyebrow. "Promise me this. That you will try your best to be normal without me when I am not there. Not just these two months but whenever I am not with you." I said and she shook his head. "That's impossible, babe." He complained and I smiled. "No... don't say that. Promise if you love me." I black-mailed and he pouted.

"Fine, I promise I'll try my best to be normal without you." He promised and I smiled. I kissed his forehead and he sighed.

We stood up and walked down. The whole time he held my hand but stayed silent. We were walking back to the hotel when I jumped up in front of him. He was surprised and raised an eyebrow. "What?" He questioned and I smiled. "Have this." I said, giving him a box. "What is this?" He asked, starting to open it. I shut the small box close before he could see and smiled, "Our engagement ring."

"What? You mean..." He was stuttering, blushing, nervous, his face was priceless. "Zayn, I am sorry. I was only kidding. It's no ring." I said and he sighed, rolling his eyes. "Then what?"He asked. "It's just a pen drive." I said and he looked confused.

We continued walking and kept questioning me about it but I stayed silent. We reached the hotel and I started packing.

I was already nearly done with it but just had to pack a little more stuff. I put my phone for charge and packed all the files, my laptop and camera. I wore a black leather jacket on top of the crop top, not zipping it up though. I pulled my hair into a high ponytail and applied kohl to my eyes. I put on some lip balm. I packed my accessories and other stuff.

I turned to see Zayn sitting on the couch and watching me with a pout. I walked into the bathroom to grab my toiletries and came back to see Zayn inside my suitcase, his leg and head sticking out, him acting like he is asleep.

"Javaad, move your ass from my suitcase right now." I said, crossing my hands over my chest. No response. "I won't kiss you for a month." I said and he did not budge! What on earth has happened to my Zayn?

"Fine, I'll go kiss the first guy I spot outside and I promise I'll do it." I said, starting to walk out and felt his hand grab my wrist. "Stop, I'm up." He said and I sighed. "I am sorry, Zayn. I want to stay but I have to go." I said and he nodded.

"Lakshita, you have to leave or you'll miss the flight." Paul said, knocking on the open door. I turned and smiled at him. "Thank you, Paul. I'll be down." I said and zipped my bags. I wore my shoes and grabbed my backpack. I went to pick my suitcase but Zayn did. "Let me do this, please." He said and I nodded as we walked downstairs.

There were of course Paparazzi. There were also fans and few girls wanted pictures with me. I took a picture with also those girls. I could not say no. Zayn did too but did not smile wide until I pinched his butt. "Ouch, that hurt, baby." He chuckled and I kissed his cheek not caring about the cameras flashing.

I got into the car and waved at Zayn. "I'll come too... Please?" He asked and I shook my head. "Please... or I'll catch a flight and come all the way to Harvard." He said and I giggled. "Fine... get in." I smiled and moved to give him space. We closed the door and rolled up the windows as the car drove us to the airport.

Zayn's P.O.V---

"You don't care if I don't kiss you for a month, no?" She asked and I smiled. "It's not that. If I didn't move, you would've stayed and even though you wont kiss me, I could've kissed you for a month and forever." I said and she smirked.

"If you hadn't moved, I would've asked Paul to throw out of my room." She said and I stuck my tongue out. "I would've fired him if he had listened to you and thought of doing that." I said and I face-palmed, shaking her head.

"What?" I asked and she smiled, kissing my cheek. "Idiot." She called me and I chuckled, loving the way she said that.

We were soon at the airport and got her bags out. She stood in front of me, holding her suitcase and I sighed. "Do you have to go?" I asked and she sighed, nodding. "Really?" I gave her the puppy dog eyes.

She kissed my lips and pulled back, saying "I love you... and Don't. Give. Me. That. Look. Javaad."

As I watched my girl walk away from me into the airport and I stood there missing her the moment she started walking away and continued to every second.