Beautiful Chaos

Love You More Than This

Author's P.O.V---

"You should go, Lakshita." Justin said handing her the ticket to the concert. "Come with me then..." She insisted but he shook his head. "I'll be at my house. Call me if you need me." He said, giving her a hug, walking out of the door. 

Lakshita walked into her bedroom, grabbing a towel to take a shower. She turned on the water, exposing her naked self to the soothing liquid. Massaging her body, she wanted problems to finally leave. Zayn, that's all she wanted. But her Zayn and not the guy who cheated on her. 

Drying her wet body, she changed into the band-tshirt and black butt shorts. Her brushed her short hair, the haircut she had given herself turned out to be good. Applying some kohl and nude lip gloss to her lips, she wore her vans, walking out of the house. Starting her car she sighed knowing things could either turn out well for her or it could be the worst day of her life.

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"She isn't here yet, Mr. Malik." One of the bouncers told him and he sighed, plopping on the couch. "She isn't coming..." He told himself, wiping the tears of his cheek. "Zayn, she must be running late. Traffic problem. She could've even got her periods today." Lou said, placing a hand on his shoulder. "She gets her periods during the end of each month. Not at the start, Lou." He complained and she smiled. "That's so cute. A guy knowing so much about his girlfriend." She said and he cried. "One correction. Ex Girlfriend." He said and her smile faded. 

"You need to get on stage in two minutes. Let's go!" Liam said, pulling Zayn with him after a tight hug. They went on stage and Zayn greeted the people with his usual enthusiasm, hoping he would spot her amidst the crowd. The boys started singing to a lot of songs and he was too lost thinking about the girl he loved.

Lakshita was at the gates, the guard not letting her inside. "Please let me in!" She begged multiple times but he did not. Lou saw her and came rushing, allowing Lakshita to enter. "Zayn was so broken. Go to the concert, Lakshita. I hope he sees you." She smiled and walked away." She made her way through the crowd and soon found herself exactly at the center. Zayn was behind everyone, looking at his shoes. Once Liam was done singing, the crowd erupted into a huge round of applause. 

Zayn came forward, looking ahead, his eyes scanning the crowd for her. "Good evening, London! I had this girl with me. She was my life. My happiness. My escape. My world. My everything. I betrayed her. It was a drunken mistake and... she wouldn't forgive me. I made a mess upon her innocence and no woman in the world deserves this. But here I am, asking her for one more chance. Just don't walk away, Lakshita. If you do, I know I'll fade. I love you!" he said and she was crying but just continued to watch. 

"This song is for her, people. Let's go! Join me to sing, More than this!" He called walking to go stand behind the couch that was on stage.

[Liam:]
Ooh
I'm broken, do you hear me?
I'm blinded, 'cause you are everything I see,
I'm dancin' alone, I'm praying,
That your heart will just turn around,

And as I walk up to your door,
My head turns to face the floor,
'Cause I can't look you in the eyes and say,

[Harry:]
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this

[Niall:]
If I'm louder, would you see me?
Would you lay down
In my arms and rescue me?
'Cause we are the same
You save me,
When you leave it's gone again,

[Louis:]
And then I see you on the street,
In his arms, I get weak,
My body fails, I'm on my knees
Prayin',

[All:]
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this,

[Zayn:]
Yeah, I've never had the words to say,
But now I'm askin' you to stay
For a little while inside my arms,
And as you close your eyes tonight,
I pray that you will see the light,
That's shining from the stars above,

(And I say)
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Zayn cried, tears streaming down his cheeks the whole time. She watched him sing, him crying breaking her heart into a million pieces. 

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[Liam:]
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this,

[Zayn]
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah

[All]
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah

When he lays you down,
I might just die inside (I'm broken)
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this

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Liam started speaking and Zayn continued to look for her and she looked up, their eyes meeting. He broke into a grin. Everything turned into a blur and all he could see was her. Her beautiful warm brown eyes, her soft pink lips, her pale face. She bit her lip, stepping back. She mouthed "I love you." looking away and his brain stopped functioning. His heart racing, he stood there frozen and did not know what to do. 

Harry called it a night and they started walking backstage, his eyes not leaving hers. All of a sudden, she felt pain. She wanted to leave and so she ran. "LAKSHITA!" She heard him shout. She turned to see him standing far behind, smiling at her. She stopped but took a step back and his smile faded. "Noo..." he whispered and she rushed out of the arena, him running after her.