Beautiful Chaos

Break

Zayn's P.O.V---

"Oh My Gods! Lakshita!" A girl screamed and soon my girl had disappeared into a bunch of directioners. I was standing beside, signing 'one' t-shirt and that girl too ran towards Lakshita while I waited holding the suitcases. We were in the airport for a flight to India and Lakshita, she was too excited. It was her mother land and I couldnt wait to eat Pani puri with her.

Once the girls moved away, I saw my girlfriend and she giggled at me. She walked to me and locked fingers with my hand, as we checked in. "I dont know who the popstar is." I joked and she hit my chest playfully. "Why did you seriously post a picture of me?!" She asked and I shrugged. "You just looked too adorable." I said and she laughed, shaking her head cutely.

It was February 13. A day more for Valentine's Day and 4 more days for her birthday and I was overjoyed as well as nervous. I wanted the surprise to be perfect for her. She made my birthday the best and hers had to be better than that. We were all going to India for 2 weeks break after a month's show. And the country choice was of course left to the girls and they chose it.

Soon we were on the plane and the flight took off. We were in a charter flight and so we turned the movable seats to a circle. Lakshita put down a paper on the table and looked at us.. the others actually because I was right next to her.

"We land in Bombay. Stay in a hotel for the night." She looked at me, smiling and I smiled to myself remembering that night, watching the Arabian sea shore. "The next morning to Siddhivinayak Temple where we'll meet Zayn's family." She said and I again smiled. "We have some Indian food for breakfast and are meeting few Indian actors at an award show." She said and we all nodded.

"Its the filmfare awards. A big thing in India. We arent there for fun but also for the band. To get some native fans for 1D." She explained and we nodded. "Are we performing?" Liam asked and she nodded. "Yes. As it is Valentine's Day tomorrow, you guys will perform Little Things." Alex said and we nodded.

"The next morning, we'll board a flight to Delhi. And you'll know the rest later." Adya said and we all nodded. I leaned on my seat and closed my eyes. breathing in and out slowly. I felt her hand brush against mine for a second and then felt her soft lips kiss my cheek. I slowly drifted off into a peaceful sleep.

I woke up as the flight landed and we got down with our bags. Mumbai City was as usual, busy. We hired two taxis and the guy drove us to that same hotel. As we walked in, the person behind the front desk smiled at Lakshita and I. We checked in and the elevator took us up to our floor.

She opened the same room door and we got in to see few minor changes in the suite. I placed the bag by the bed and she plopped down on the mattress, inhaling deeply. I removed my t-shirt and was by her side. I pulled her close and she rested her head on my chest. India was a little warm and I didnt feel cold but she did. She snuggled closer when someone knocked on the door.

She quickly jumped up and opened. I heard nothing but the door slamming shut and her returning with a frown on her face. "What is it, baby?" I asked and she did not answer. I opened the door to see Louis standing and he looked angry.

"What happened?" I asked and he shook his head. "Lakshita!" I called but got no response. "Come down to the lounge for dinner." He said and walked away. I walked into the room and got my t-shirt on. "Lets go down." I said, seeing her walk out of the bathroom. She shook her head and sat on the bed, turning on the TV.

"Come." I said and she glared at me. "Why are you moody now? Just come." I said and she looked away. I caught her arm and pulled her downstairs with her struggling to go back to the room. "Lakshita, stop this!" I snapped and she obeyed with a irritated look. I dont know what was wrong suddenly but she was not right and something had changed which I had to find out.

We sat in the restaurant and she was scanning through the menu happily. Yep, she was back to normal.. until Eleanor, Louis and Harry came in. She frowned and passed the menu to me, asking me to order for her as well.

I ordered some Chapathi with chicken gravy for the both of us but Butter Naan and not Chapathi for her because she doesnt like the wheat made food. I sipped the glass of water and looked at her, she was still frowning. Louis had his head away from us.

Niall raised an eyebrow and I shrugged, not understanding the misunderstanding. The food arrived and Lakshita ate it quickly, going to the room soon. I saw Louis go in a couple of minutes. Niall joined me and we walked up slowly, not wanting to get caught stalking them.

"What the fuck, Tomlinson!" I heard her yell from inside our room. "I am telling you the truth." He said, cooly and I could feel her anger radiate. I heard some breaking noise and immediately got in. They were by the bed, standing at quite some distance, glaring at each other. "Lakshita?" I called and she looked at me, asking me to 'shut up' silently.

I stood there with Niall behind me, watching the scene in front of me. "You dont get to judge me." She said and he rolled his eyes. "Everyone gets the right to judge a slut, babes." He rolled his eyes and I tensed up so badly. I pinned him to the wall and my anger was boiling up.

How could he call my girl that in front of me?

"What the hell, Zayn!" He shouted, pushing me off. "Do.Not.Call.Her.That.Again." I growled and he sighed. "You'll understand soon, man." He said and I saw Lakshita starting to cry. Niall took Louis out and she plopped down on the bed.

She gripped a pillow and buried her face into it, crying. "Hey, baby. Please dont cry. Talk to me please." I said and she scooted close to me. "What happened?" I questioned and she buried her face in my chest. "You wont leave me right?" She asked and I hugged her. "I wont." I answered and her chocolatey eyes looked up at me. "Why?" She asked and I smiled slightly. "You are my breath. The air in my lungs. If you are away, I'll suffocate. If you are gone forever, I'll die." I said, truly meaning it. It was true. I lov her, I care for her, I want her and I need her.

She hugged me tight and I pulled off my tee, pulling her closer. I kissed her forehead and she whispered "I'll never let you go, Z. I love you.."