Demented

Our Existences Are Disillusioned

Frank wiped his sleepy eyes with his sleeves and continued to pick the eye boogers out of his caruncles. He yawned twice and and got out of bed. He quickly got dressed and combed his messy hair back. ''Another day, another reason to kill myself.'' Frank walked to the cafeteria, smiling because he got to see Jenny. They greeted each other with a hug.

''How are you?'' Jenny asked as they went through the line.

''I'm great. You?''

''Well.'' Jenny pointed to the smiley fries.

Frank grabbed the small styrofoam dish. ''That's good.'' Frank grabbed a spoon and a napkin and the two sat down. Not with Gerard though. Frank began eating as Jenny went over the progress that he had made.

''I think it's safe to say that you've recovered.''

A warm smile appeared on his face. ''I wouldn't have without you.''

''Awe. Give yourself all the credit.''

Gerard couldn't take it anymore! He was not going to be ignored anymore! As he watched Jenny and his boyfriend talk, Gerard rose out of his seat. He walked over to them and pounced on the unexpecting woman. Gerard dug his nails down his neck and bit her nose. Jenny started screaming for help. Frank tried to yank him from her, but Gerard resisted. Security was called. Everything was happening so fast.

Once security removed Gerard from the cafeteria, Jenny was in full view. Her nose was bleeding out of many places and her eyes were bruised. Her lip was torn more than her clothes. There was a greenish purple bruise on her right arm. Dr. Eston and Dr. Bitch were trying to get her to the doctor, but she pulled back from them. ''I am never coming come back! That boy has been harassing me for months! This! This! I am never coming back!''

Frank's heart dropped.
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It was the next day and Jenny wasn't back yet. Frank sat at a table by himself, saying to himself that Jenny would be back next week. She did look like shit. But what if she was ''never coming back''? Frank sat his fork down and fast walked to Dr. Bitch.

''Yes?''

''Do you know when Jenny's coming back?''

''Oh, Frank. Jenny isn't coming back. After the incident yesterday, she resigned.''

''N-no. Please tell me you're kidding! Please!''

''Frank, take a deep breath. It's okay.''

''No, it's not!'' His eyes widened and he started hyperventilating. ''N-no, no, no, nn-no!''

Dr. Bitch put her hands on his shoulders. ''Breathe with me.'' She took a deep breath and Frank did the same. She let it out and Frank followed. They repeated their actions until Frank calmed down. ''Better. See? Guess what? You don't need someone to supervise you while you eat anymore! You improved so much! We're all very happy for you!''

''But Jenny...''

''I know, but look at the bright side. You're healthy!''

''Will I ever see her again?''

''More than likely, no.''

''Oh.''

'I know you miss her, but remember your glory. Can you do that for me?''

''Sure.'' Frank hung his head down and walked back to his seat. Tears started forming and and Frank rested his chin on his hand. So many tears came out.
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Later that day, Frank and Gerard were in their room and Frank was ready to scream his emotions at him.

''Why the fuck are you staring at me?'' Gerard questioned.

''I'm never going to see Jenny again! Because of you!''

''That sounds like a 'you' problem.''

''I hate you! I hate you so much! You hurt my bestfriend! And I'll never see her again!''

''Good. You liked her more than me, and that's not allowed,'' Gerard replied sternly.

''What the Hell are you talking about! I love you more than anyone! You fucking asshole! Can I not be happy?''

''Stop playing the victim. You were ignoring me 'cause you're secretly in to girls.''

''I'm the biggest faggot here! What are you talking about?''

''I always thought that stereotype about bisexual people being whores was wrong. But now, I'm not so sure.''

Frank started sobbing and he fell to his knees. ''W-why can't you just accept responsibility? Stop blaming everything on me. I never liked Jenny like that. I don't love her like I love you. She was my bestfriend. That's all. Now, I'll never see her again. Because of you.''

''That's Jenny's fault. She's the one who decided to never come back. I didn't make that decision for her. See Frank? She left you. I haven't left you. And you put me through more shit than you put her through.''

''What is that supposed to mean?''

''It means that even though you're a piece of shit, I still love you, no matter what.''

''I'm the piece of shit?!'' Frank freaked out. ''You tried to bite off her nose!''

''Oh, shut up, Frank. I'm trying to read,'' Gerard grumbled.

Frank looked at him in disbelief. ''Why am I even with you?''

''Don't ever ask that! You ungrateful asshole!'' Gerard screamed.

''I hate you!''

''You'll never hate me as much as you hate yourself.''