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How to earn their trust

      When we get down the stairs i see many, many people doing many different things. Some are fighting, some are on computers, and some are just talking with a few others. We pass by a large group that are comparing their multiple death stories, and how many others they brought down with them. I believe Hitler, i mean Adam was in that group. He was talking excitedly about his favorite way to kill Jews are.

  I have to find a way to get that spell, if it really is the only way to die then i'll find it. I have to. I'm already forming a plan inside my mind of how to do it, i just need to hang around here for a bit longer so they don't expect anything, but how long will it take from them to trust me. I don't even want to have to imagine the things that i'll have to do in order to earn that trust. I decide to keep my head down, and hang around the dark shadowy woman. Even if she creeps me out a little bit. She doesn't speak very often but when she does people tend to listen. They must find her as creepy if not more than i do. 

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    He is suspicious of me, i know it's true, but i haven't given him a reason to in almost three weeks now. It's been a long three weeks. I've done many things but nothing like what i'm about to have to do. I had asked him what it would take to convince him that i was loyal to him. I'm not going to betray him, at least that's what i want him to think. In a way in not i'm just going to disappear once i have what i want. I have a plan: once i find the spell i'll just rescue someone and die doing that, that way my death was technically honorable, and i get to make up for some of the things I've done. 

   Three weeks have gone by, and everyday was planned to crush me in so many ways. Tomorrow completes the three weeks of standard testing the newbie. It hasn't only been physical torture, I've had to hurt many people. Now today will be the finale. I have to kill at least five people. Five innocent people in the city. That's what it'll take for him to believe that i'm loyal to him. Then i can leave without any problems from them.