He has to be out there somewhere... this replays in my mind over and over. I am creating a plan within my mind. All the pieces are slowly coming together. I rise from my chair and thank the family that sits in front of me. "I have to get going." i say as i try to leave the room to. I can't sit here any longer. I have burdened them enough.
"You can stay for dinner." the wife offers me. I cannot. I have to get moving. I am so close to my end. I want the end greatly. I'm not okay, i have to do them some justice. " no thank you i have to get going." I say again as my mind races with the plan that it is forging. It must be well thought out, i have to do this one thing right. I walk out of the room to the front door. They follow me to it and watch from the window as i leave.
As i walk to the nearest bus station i realize i have not eaten nor slept in days. I'm not hungry at all. Why should someone like me deserve to eat and sleep. I wait for the bus in silence. No one is around right now. It's dinner time so this is to be expected. They all have families to have dinner with. It must be nice to have someone, i have no one... anymore. I used to have one person, but he is long gone. He figured it out a lot soon than i did. I still remember what he said to me...
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Teen FictionSometimes all it takes to push someone over the edge is one little word. Only some are strong enough to do what I did, and only some know what it means to truly be alone. I happen to be one of those people. Will I make it out alive, living in this...
