Chapter 34
Ross' POV:
I stood beside her bed and looked down. I grabbed her wrist.
*FLASHBACK*
"Now can I have that kiss?" I asked her. I wish I could just make all her troubles disappear. I wish I could just tell that b*tch to leave my girlfriend alone.
"Maybe." I chuckled. I'm gonna make her beg me for a kiss. I started kissing her neck.
"Just-" I silenced her with my lips. It felt like electricity was coursing through my veins. I licked her bottom lip, asking for entrance, and she allowed me. I deepened the kiss and a wave of passion flowed through me. We pulled away out of breathe. That kiss was amazing.
* END OF FLASHBACK *
Woah. I kissed her? When?! Am I in love her?
I looked around. I was alone. I released her wrist from my grasp. I leaned over and kissed her forehead. I had butterflies in my stomach. Maybe she was right. Maybe I was brainwashed. If I was, then I am the worst boyfriend ever.
I walked into Peyton's hospital room.
"Hey sexy, what are doin' here so late?" Peyton asked. I glared at her. "Why are you looking at me like that babe?"
"Don't call me babe. Only my girlfriend can." I hissed.
"I am your girlfriend Ross." I shook my head. We had kissed, but I hadn't felt what I had felt in that memory of kissing Lauren. "You aren't supposed to be able to remember anything about her!" she hissed angrily.
"Well I did. Enough to realize that she's not the bad guy." I replied. I was still standing in the door frame. Peyton got up and walked over to me.
"Well then. I guess I'll just have to fix that." she said, pulling my face down to hers. Everything came rushing back to me. Lauren. Titanic. Her sister. Christmas. Everything. Even how this had happened. I grabbed her waist and shoved her away.
"Stay away from both of us! I do NOT love you! I love Lauren!" I yelled. I ran back to Lauren's room and shut the door. The tears started falling as I pulled up a chair beside the bed. "I am so sorry Lauren. For everything. For how I acted, what I said, everything! I can't live without you. I love you Lauren. I really do." I whispered. I bawled myself to sleep.
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