Watashi No Ani

39th Chapter

-Zai POV-

Today is the most awaited day ng mga seniors- The Culminating Day-. Mag kakaroon ng Culminating Program ang mga senior students. And there will be a band contest as well. 5 groups will be performing since my 5 sections. They are going to play three songs at take note puro original songs pa lahat. Buti na lang music genius ang composer namin.

I walk at the back of the stage looking for my band. Nakita ko si Zie and Jsean na ang uusap. Si Zie may dalang music piece at si Jsean naman nakikinig lang sa kung ano ang sinasabi ni Zie. Si Jay naman nakasandal sa may puno sa gilid nina Zie habang nakatitig sa phone niya. Ano ba nangyari sa taong yan. Siya lang ata ang henyo na andaming problema sa mundo. Pfft.

"Yo!" bati ko kay jay. Ay bingi lang pre or snob ka lang talaga. "Tol! Anyare huh? Mag p-perform tau tapos ganyan ang mukha mo." Sabi ko sa kanya. Pasan ata talaga ni Jay ang mundo. "Haaa" he sighed. Tinignan ko lang siya. "Byernes Santo ba ngaun? Bakit parang namatayan yan mukha mo pre?" Then I look at his phone. Ehh! "Why won't you call Lee?" I asked him. He only look at me.

Is he waiting for Lee's call? Ano ba naman kasi talaga ang meron sa mag kapatid na'to? "I can't." Tipid niyang sagot. Ha? Ano daw paki-ulit? "What you mean, tol? You can't call her? Wala kang load?" pfft! Ang cheap ng rason nay an huh! I saw him sighing again. Abat kalaban ba niya si tabhana ngaun? I just give him a tap on the shoulder at umalis di ko kaya ang pagka gloomy niya. Grabe! Parang may nag aagaw buhay sa hospital ang drama ng lalaking to.

-Jay POV-

*Watashi mo anata o aishiteruyo*

Yan ang mga katagang hanggang ngaun di ko pa rin makalimutan. Hindi ko makalimutan ang lungkot ng mukha ni Lee last night when I told her I'm leaving. I want to hear her voice. I'm so nervous because of the program and all I have to do is to press this god damn button, call her and listen to her voice. But the problem is, it stirs all the sanity left in me.

*sigh*

I need to prepare for the program. Our band is the last one so of course they are going to anticipate it. Damn, I really want to hear her voice even just a bit. God! Please help me. Give me more strength and courage. I look on the phone again. Should I call now? No, no, no. You can't Jay. If you call Lee, sure thing you're gonna have the urge to see her. If you gonna see her you have the urge to touch her, kiss her and hug her. So you see, no choice but behave.