Watashi No Ani

28th Chapter

-Zie POV-

*ring ring ring* 

I answered the phone. 

"Nasan ka na, andito na kami kina Jay."

{Pasensya na pre. Mom asked me to pick someone up. Andito pa ako sa airport. Derecho nalang ako jan. Okay lang ba na isama ko siya sa practice?} Tanong ni J-sean sa kabilang linya. 

"Cgue, tawag ka na lang kung papunta ka na."

 {Sige pre, Got to go} 

He ended the call. Before anything else, I want to introduce myself. The name is Zurriel Shayne Chistianson. You can call me "Zie". I am the leader of the "L'ange et la femme" (lang ji la fem). That's the name of our band. Wag nyo na lang itanung kung bakit at kung ano ang meaning dahil magugulat kayo.

At dahil nga sa napag kasundoan namin yesterday, ngayon na lang naming itutuloy ang practice since it was no good kung pinagpatuloy naming ang practice dahil alam kong nag aalala si Jay for Lee. Even me, I was surprise nang nahimatay si Lee. Tssk. 

Anyways, about Jay secretly in love with his sister I know everything about it. You wanna know how? Well simply because he told me so.

Kailan? When I told him na gusto ko si Lee, kaya nga hindi na ako masyadong dumadalaw sa kanila unlike before. At first I thought nag bibiro lang siya. 

Tssk!!

~...~...~ The past ~...~...~...~

"Bro, I think I really like your sister." I told him "Damn it! Bro. You can like everyone in the campus, just not my sister." He said glaring at me. What's so wrong with him? Why is he acting like a boyfriend? 

Tsk. 

"What's wrong with you, Jay? Are you in love with your SISTER?" pinagdiinan ko talaga ang salitang yun to remind him that they are siblings. Nakita ko ang gulat sa mukha niya. Umiwas siya bigla ng tingin. Don't tell me I guess it right?

Tssk. 

Mas na curious tuloy ako, Damn. " Hey!" I tap his shoulder. Pusang gala! Did he just blushed? I just shook my head. 

"Jay, are you insane?? You are freaking siblings!? What the hell are you thinking?" Napatayo ako at medyo napag taasan siya nang boses. It's not because I was jealous. Okay maybe a bit jealous. But it's because it's insane, don't you think? 

"I know, bro. I know. But what can I do. I am fucking in love with my sister. Damn it!" He said in a louder voice then punched the wall. 

Damn that hurts.. tsk tsk tsk!! *shook head*

I saw his fist bleeding. I know he is frustrated by the realization that his feeling is a taboo. "When did it start, Jay? Can't you just stop that feeling any longer? That's really ridiculous, bro!?" I told him worriedly. 

Hindi siya sumagot. Tinignan nya lang ang sugat niya and wipe it's blood with his bare fingers. I gave him a handkerchief to cover it para di makita ng mga teachers."Did she know about it?" I saw him shook his head. 

"Someone told me that love knows boundaries." He said. I just look at him. "But I don't want her to know my feelings. I don't want her to involve in this taboo. Loving her is enough for me. As long as I can see her happy everything is worth it." Damn..

Since when did you fall for her,Jay?? I so wanted to ask him that but then I didn't. Hindi ko kayang dagdagan pa ang pag hihirap niya. I hug him and tap his back. Damn it! Then I saw him smile bitterly.