Watashi No Ani

36th Chapter

-Lee POV-

Papunta kaming airport ngayon para sundoin si mom. Nii is driving while me is sitting beside him sa driver's seat, staring outside the window. Gosh! Within the two weeks na nawala si mommy and daming nangyari.

I turn on the music and open the window car. Gosh! Bakit ito pa ang naka play. Nakaka shemay naman. Then I started to sing with the music while looking outside the window.

{song: passenger seat}

*I look at her and have to smile

As we go driving for a while

Her hair blowing in the open window of my car and

As we go I see the light

Watch them glimmer in her eyes

In the darkness of the evening*

I look at Nii driving. What is he thinking right now? Haay!! Netong mga nakaraang araw, he is not as sweet as before. He didn't even talk to me that much na. *sigh* Hindi ko talaga siya maintindihan minsan. My times na sweet siya tapos ngayon he is giving cold shoulders. Ano ba Lee baka naman kasi dahil darating na si mommy kaya ganyan siya. *sigh* then I look outside the window again.

** And I've got all that I need

Right here in the passenger seat

And I can't keep my eyes on the road

Knowing that she's inches from me.

-Jay POV-

I glance at her when she's looking at the window. Ghad damn it! How I wanted to stop the car and hug her. I miss her warmth in my arms. I miss smelling her scent and most of all I miss the feeling of her so close to me. I listen to her singing the song again.

** We stop to get something to drink

My mind clouds and I can't think

Scared to death to say I love her.

Then the moon peeks from the clouds

Hear my heart it beats so loud

Try to tell her simply...*

Iniiwasan ko siya? Yes. Kailangan kong iwasan ang kapatid ko. Kinakaya ko ba? Oo, kailangan kong kayanin na iawasan siya kahit masakit. Dahil una, I don't want mom to suspect something from us. Pangalawa, gusto kong sanayin ang sarili ko na wala siya para di ako mahirapan sapag alis ko.