hey I wanted to start a book of just random things and junk I want to talk about cause I have nO fRiEnDs so if you wanna read I commend you *finger guns*
fuck I'm awkward
i'm reading my old journal and i'm crying i've come so far so far and in the front cover
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83 days 100 days on 25 november
i never thought i'd make it this far from all of those bad thoughts constantly to some good thoughts
i feel proud i feel not yet happy but happier which is good it's good i'm good i'm surviving
i'm also sorry if i talk about my mental issues to much and it's annoying but it's just a lot of my life so i'm sorry
thank you
okay on a lighter note THIS NOTEBOOK IS SO CRINGEY like ew
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wtf is that AND I LITERALLY WROTE THIS SAME STORY IN MY JOURNAL 3 TIMES and it's rlly boring most of this is me staying up till 4, me being depressed and cutting myself, and me going through a detailed explanation on the few times i went out. also it's a lot about me moving school. also way to much over exaggerating. like chill
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i literally cringed at the opening ALSO I EDITED IT DOWN THE MOST I COULD CAUSE THE REST IS RLLY BORING AND CRINGEY
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eww i said "interweb friends" unironically. also that whole thing is just ew these where my friends from i think a yearish ago maybe a little less AND THEY WHERE THE WORST they shared hentai w each other cause it was "funny" and i did it cause i wanted to fit in and i thought i was the absolute shit cause everyone thought my hentai i found was the best AND IT WAS SO STUPID EW PLS ERASE THAT FROM MY MEMORY FOREVER also i used to think internet friends where people you talked to for a day and then forgot about and now i'm like NO THATS NOT HOW IT WORKS but the people i was just talking about i talked to for a couple of weeks and they where so mean. they kept on telling me to kill myself, that i was fat, and kept on trying to get me to send nudes. they where disgusting. ALSO I WAS LIKE 12 BASICALLY AND EW WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING i'm so glad i'm different now and i blocked all of those people BUT SOME OF THEM STILL TRY TO TEXT ME i was so stupid well i still am but a little less so there you go a tidbit of how cringey and stUpid i used to be and still am
isn't that weird how this chapter went from crying to my laugh-crying and cringing
