i was just watching youtube and suddenly got hit with the strongest feeling of nostalgia. i cant decide whether i hate or love this feeling. whatever it is it gives me a huge amount of anxiety. is it weird i get anxiety when i'm happy too. the feeling is so,,,strange. like, i have no clue how to describe it but you guys, i think, know exactly what it feels like. like yeah i cans say it's remembering the past but it feels like so much more than that. i think. i don't know.
i hate thinking about the past so whenever i feel nostalgic i don't like it. the past makes me sad even if they're happy memories. i don't like it. i can't control it sometimes it just comes and goes.
anyways that was my 2:24 am thoughts
hope you enjoyed my babbling that didn't make any sense and will probably cringe at in the morning and question why i published it(literally this whole book)
-imogen(i've been forgetting to put this recently whoops)
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idk what this is
Randomhey I wanted to start a book of just random things and junk I want to talk about cause I have nO fRiEnDs so if you wanna read I commend you *finger guns* fuck I'm awkward
