i'm sitting with people
yeah
but i feel alone
more alone than being alone
more empty than being alone
the feeling that people don't want you
that's more isolating than anything
that's more depressing than anything
while they're talking and laughing and giving you sideways glances trying to give you the hint
and you get the hint
you take it
it's in you
but you try to ignore it
because you tell yourself
sitting with people, alone, is better than sitting alone
it's not
but you try
you try to believe it
but you know
you know
YOU ARE READING
idk what this is
Randomhey I wanted to start a book of just random things and junk I want to talk about cause I have nO fRiEnDs so if you wanna read I commend you *finger guns* fuck I'm awkward
