idk what this is

better

so i just cried for a while

it felt nice

i feel a lot better even tho i look like shit

i reread what i said and i know i sounds dramatic but it wasn't in my head at the time

i don't think im gonna "leave" or whatever i said. i just felt overwhelmed. i don't know what with. it just felt like all of my emotions were crashing down on me. which maybe they where.

i'm not sure

i feel better now like my old self?

what is your old self

oKAY too deep

i'm gonna chill

now i just feel like sleeping

i'm eXhAuStEd fRoM eMoTiOnS

anyway

i'm sorry i'm such a bother where i sound so dramatic and junk and then the next day or hour or second i'm fine

my brain is weird that way

or i'm weird that way

idk

now i'm hanging out with my brotherrrr

in scared to post thing. like what if you guys are mad at me because i was being all blahh and sad.

i'm sorry if your mad at me i'll give you a hug *hugs*

ill try to stop being sad NEXT CHAPTERS ARE NOT GONNA BE SAD I PROMISE

um

i'm sorry i'm sad

ill try not to be

also i'm sorry to my friends. i know it's hard to be friends with me. i get sad and then i don't talk to you and then i want to talk again. i'm sorry. ill try to stop doing that. and if you don't want to be friends with me(because i get sad lot and do things like this) it's cooool. i understand. im annoying like that.

um.

i feel like super embarrassed about this gOD why am i like this

okay

i'm gonna post it

try not to judge me so hard please i'm fragillleeeee