Stranded- A Bellarke Fanfiction (The 100)

Healing

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Everyone has some sort of healing they need. Spiritual healing, personal healing, healing from wounds, and............................*sexual healing*.

Jasper needed healing from his loss, loss of Maya. Octavia needed healing from her loss of Lincoln. Clarke needed healing from her loss of Lexa. Raven needed physical healing. Bellamy...... needed Clarke to heal him.

Monty and Jasper sat in their cell, talking.

"Jasper, I get it, the world sucks, but you can't keep holding onto the negative things" Monty said. "I get that you were tortured and that you took the key to stop thinking about Maya, but we are past all of that now. We need to look towards the future"

"You've got it wrong. I wasn't tortured. I mean, yeah, I was punched a couple of times, but that's not why I took the key. You should've seen Luna's rig, Monty. It was peaceful. Safe. People were happy. There was this girl there, Shay. When I was talking to her, I realized for the first time since Mount Weather, I wasn't thinking about Maya. It was beautiful there, and we destroyed it" Jasper said.

"Well sometimes beautiful things can be too beautiful, and they are meant to be destroyed" Monty said, looking at Jasper with a sad look on his face.

"No, they aren't. Everywhere she goes, everything she does, even some of the people she just makes contact with, they end up dying. Just look at what happened with Lexa. Look at what happened with her own father, they are both dead Monty, and it's all her fault" Jasper said, standing up.

"That's not true Jasper, and you know it" Monty stood up and tried to get Jasper to calm down.

"She's the reason Maya is dead. And i wont ever forgive her nor will i ever forget about it" Jasper said, calming down a bit and sitting down on his bunk again.

"No one expects you to forget about Maya, but forgiveness is something that everyone needs" Monty said.

"I don't care" Jasper said. They both stopped talking, sitting in silence.

Clarke stood outside of their cell, ease dropping on their conversation. She walked away, her head full of all the wrong thoughts. It was her fault that Maya had been killed, hell, it was her fault all the people of Mount Weather had been killed, but did she regret making that decisions, no. She saved her people and did what needed to be done. But still, the guilt went with her everywhere she went.

She nearly ran into Octavia, not noticing her, stuck in her own little world of guilt.

"Woah Clarke, you okay?" Octavia asked.

"Yes, i'm fine" Clarke responded quickly, walking past Octavia and going down the hall back towards the kitchen.

Clarke looked around at the supply of food they had. It was small and would only last them a week or two, which sounded like a lot, but the winter was supposed to last another month. The temperatures would only continue to drop and it would eventually get too cold to even go outside, meaning they would be stuck in Alcatraz for a month with only a weeks supply of food. 

Clarke left the kitchen area, in search for Bellamy. She found him in the cell they had shared the night before.

"Hey" she said, interrupting his thoughts. 

He looked up at her, sitting on the bottom bunk. "Hey"

"We need to go look for more supplies" Clarke said. "There wont be enough food to last us the entire last month of winter.

Bellamy stood up. "Okay, i'll go tell the others" Bellamy offered. 

Clarke put a hand on his chest to stop him from walking any farther. "No, only you and me are going"