Bestfriends or Lovers ?

11.

Nicki 💋

"Thank you Philly for rocking with me!" I blew them a kiss and walked off stage.

Walking in my dressing room, Meek was sitting on the couch.

"What you doing in here?" I looked at him . He said he had some other business to take care of so he wouldn't make my show.

"I finished up early but I mean damn, I ain't even get a hey baby or nothing."

"I'm sorry." I kissed him and went to pack up my things.

Meek 🔌

Me and Nicki were having a conversation about kids while she was packing up and it had went totally left.

"Ok Nicki." I said not really trying to hear it anymore because I was aggravated.

"I feel like you blowing me off!" She was getting mad defensive.

"All I'm saying is I don't know if I can do that for Nicki! Damn, You happy now?"

She stood up walking and opening the door. "I know where we stand then right?" She made eye contact and I could see her about to cry.

"You can leave now Meek." She stood there waiting for me.

"Yo you serious right now?"

"Bye Meek!" She said getting louder. Walking out she slammed the door behind me. 

"Yo you and sis good?" Omelly looked at me.

"Man she on some shit today!" I shook my head walking away.

Nicki 💋

Days later ..

"Nicki, they need you in a few." Oscar said doing my makeup.

I was doing a cover for Billboard today and even though I was still upset with Meek, I pushed through.

"So we can do the black or the red first."

"It doesn't matter honestly." I sighed.

"What!" He said loudly. "Onika what is wrong with you today? Your not yourself." 

"I'm fine, just a lot going on. That's all." I grabbed one of the dresses putting it on.

"She's ready!" The photographer said.

I put on this face but I really wasn't into it like I wanted to be. 

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"Yo Nic, ya boy over there." Omelly said in my ear, pointing to Meek.

"O what is your point." I said loudly over the music. 

"You know you still want him sis."

"That might be the case but if it's not meant to be oh well right?" He shook his head walking away.

I had forgot that I had agreed to do this club appearance with Meek, so I had to fake it go the night.

"Let me talk to you Ma." Seeing it was  Meek, I just ignored him. "Nic stop playing with me." He grabbed my arm and I snatched it back.

Following him to the back, he leaned against the wall while I stood in front of him.

"What Meek?"

"I know you still mad but I'm sorry alright? My intention wasn't to make it seem like I never wanted kids with you, it was jus-." 

"Meek that hurt me. It was like you told me one thing but your actions said something totally different. You know that opens up wounds. I want my happy family too." I said wiping my tears.

Meek 🔌

Seeing Nicki cry made me feel worst.

"Nicki." I said wiping her eyes. "My fault alright? I didn't want to take it like that. You want to talk about kids, when I got a whole court case I'm about to deal with for my child and his crazy ass mama. I didn't want to hear about none of that."

She looked away wiping her tears.

"But trust me when this is all over, I want you to be the mother of my next child and a step mother to Papi. It's not gonna happen over night though and you gonna have to accept that."

She sighed wiping her face. She grabbed my arms wrapping them around her waist. She put her head on my chest.

"Love you too." I said looking down at her.

"What?" She screwed up her face.

"The other day when Papi asked you if you loved me you said yeah. I do to."

"You was eaves dropping on us?"

I chuckled. "Nah, but I want you to know I love you Nicki."

"I love too Meek." She said and kissed me.

Excuse all errors . ❤

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