❝and it hurts that i can't be
what every one wants
or what anyone needs
and it hurts that i can't be
what i want
or what i need
because i'm not enough
and i won't be enough
and i'll never be close to enough
and i'm just so damn tired❞
☾ 00 ☽
My laughter was quickly swallowed by the wind, my hair whipping around wildly.
I looked over at my grunge friends, they tried to laugh along as well, their eyes bloodshot in the darkness.
I wasn't drunk like them. I didn't have to be drunk to be wild, I would show them all. I was not who they thought I was. I was not who he thought I was.
I grabbed the cool railing, running my fingers over the ridges and the rough rusty texture.
"Halo, wait!" I saw a flash of lilac hair and skin littered in dark tattoos.
"I'm done waiting. I loved you."
I pushed myself over the railing and smiled evilly at him as he ran and tried to push past my friends who were trying to stop him.
I laughed again, this time the wind had stopped and the only sound was my insane laughter and of the ocean crashing against the rocks below. "Adieu."
I threw my arms up like a bird and felt my blood turn arctic, I finally felt free.
Just as I let go I heard a deep scream as someone pulled their body over the railing and jumped after me—a flash of lilac.
Niall.
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Silent Cries ☾N.H.S
Fanfiction❝ And despite everything I'm still human, but I think I'm dying here. ❞ In fight to determine what is real and what is not, Halo embarks on an impossible mission with a dangerous ghost who leads her where no human could possibly enter alive. ...
