18 Letters to You [Completed]

Letter 6

Rory,

It's been another week since we ended and I'm just as lost as I was when we were together. I know in my head that the best thing for me is to come to Nashville and be with you and Perry.

But I know in my heart that the worst thing for me to do is to leave Caleb here alone.

How many times did you hold me while I cried over our parents leaving us? And now I'm going to do the same exact thing. I can't do it. I pull out my suitcase then shove it away again. I'm in this constant battle with myself and it hurts.

I'm so happy for you guys. I'm proud of you and Perry for not giving up and for figuring out how to live your dreams. I wish I was a part of them.

Am I going to be useful to you guys now that you've signed? Will you still want my songs now that you can have real songwriters writing for you?

I keep telling myself that you guys don't need me and that might be true but I think I still need you guys.

I'm still unsure about what to do.

Please don't stop fighting for me, just yet.

-Stella

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