Say You Won't Let Go (Spoby Story)

Chapter XV

*Spencer's POV*

I run along the corridor of the hotel, still in Toby's shirt. The lift slowly opens and I step inside. As the doors start to close Toby comes running down the hall and tries to reach me before the doors close.

I walk backwards until my back hits the wall of the elevator.

"Spence please! Just talk to me!" He pleads as he reaches the elevator. The doors shut and I slowly fall into a bundle of sobs on the floor.

I can't keep doing this, leading him on. We can't be together and everyone knows that.

I can't believe I just spent the day with Toby. We watched movies, talked about what we got up to after high school and then our future.

I gradually get up from the floor and put my dress on from last night. I take Toby's shirt off and hold in my hands for a while.

It still smells of him. It reminds me off what happened last night. The way he held me. I knew what I was doing last night, I just pretended that I was so drunk I couldn't remember.

I drop Toby's shirt onto the floor and press the button to take me to the ground floor.

I wipe away my tears with the back of my hand.

"Ding" the lift chimes when it stops at the ground floor. When I step out of the lift the hotel is mobbed with people.

I look around, trying to see if Toby maybe followed me. I know I just left him but I already miss him and I'm starting to regret my decision.

"Spencer! Where have you been?!" I hear Jonny shout. Oh no. What do I tell him?

"Hey," I smile, really not in the mood to explain.

"Where were you? I've been looking for you all day!" He tells me. He looks angry. "I tried to phone you but it went straight to answer machine.

"I'm sorry okay! My phone ran out of charge last night! I told you that but you were so entertained by Yvonne that you didn't care," I bark.

He stands in silence before taking my hand.

"Let me take you home," he suggests. He must be joking.

"No, I think I'll just walk," I answer before storming out of the hotel and to my apartment.

*Toby's POV*

I watch Spencer grab her clothes and leave the honeymoon sweet that we stayed in last night.

I stand for a second processing everything. I just realised something that I haven't realised before.

I run out of the door and after her. I see her as she enters the elevator.

"Spence please! Just talk to me" I shout. I reach the lift as the doors finally shut and I curse at myself nor not being faster.

"I love you," I breath, slamming my fists on the door in frustration.

•••

He finally realised. Let's just say it took him a while.