Say You Won't Let Go (Spoby Story)

Chapter VIII

*Spencer's POV*

Crap. I can't believe I just kissed him. I didn't mean to. I was just caught up in the moment. Yes, that's right. I was caught up in the moment and that was it.

I didn't enjoy it. I don't have feelings for him and I love Jonny. That's that.

Just as I park my car at Hollis my phone starts to buzz on the passenger seat beside me.

I pick it up quickly and put it to my ear.

"Hello?" I say into the microphone. I never really know how to answer a phone. Do I say my name or what?

"Spencer! where are you?" Hanna asks in a worried tone. "Toby told us what happened and we wanted to make sure you were okay" she exclaims.

Oh. My. God.

He told them we kissed? Why would he do that?

"Well...... I....." I stammer. How do I explain it? I can't.

"You must be traumatised" she says, shock in my voice. What is she talking about?

"What? What are you talking about?" I'm so confused right now.

"Toby told us about the guy that tried to steal your purse when you went outside," she explains. "Toby beat him up and when he turned around to get you, you were gone,"

"Oh, yeah." I breath. I knew he wouldn't tell anyone about what happened.

"So are you okay?" She asks, still concerned about my fake encounter with a scary thief.

"Yeah I'm fine Hanna, I'll speak to you all later" I laugh, hanging up the phone.

The day flies by and before I know it I'm ready to go home.

I walk through the tall building and out the front door. Waiting at the door is Jonny, still in his work gear. Oh no.

"Hey," I smile. It's not a sincere smile though, I can't give him a proper smile after what I did this morning.

"Hey, how was your day?" He asks, opening his car door for me. I take a seat in the passenger side.

"It was okay," I lie. It was terrible, you know, just kissed my ex boyfriend this morning.

He closes my door and walks around the car to get into the  drivers seat.

"That's good," he smiles, putting his hand in my thigh once he starts the car. "Anything exciting happen?"

"Nope," I respond, keeping my eyes looking out the windshield of the car. "What will I do about my car?" I ask him, changing the subject.

"I'll drop you off here in the morning and you can pick it up," he informs me. He rubs his thumb up and down my thigh in what's meant to be a comforting motion but it only puts me more on edge.

I can't help but feel extremely guilty for cheating on him. I mean, in my defence, it was only a couple of seconds.

"So, where are we going?" I ask. I really don't feel like being with anyone right now. My head is pounding and I can't stand lying to Jonny.

"I'm taking you out for dinner," he smiles. "I'll drop you off at your apartment to get ready and I'll pick you up around seven?" He asks, stopping his car outside my apartment.

"I..... em......" I don't know how to tell him no.

"Please," he whispers before kissing my lips softly.

"Okay," I sigh, giving him a fake smile before getting out the car.

"Are you okay?" He shouts out the window of the car as I walk into my building.

"Yeah, couldn't be better,"

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