Painful - A Jacksepticeye x Depressed Reader FanFiction

Two

(y/n) pov.

I was starring at the comment for about a minute. Everybody was wondering what happened. "Sorry guys, but I got a comment from jacksepticeye. From the jacksepticeye himself. Okay it sounds like I'm a fangirl...But I'm not...Okay." Nobody believed me. I blushed again. 

"Okay the comment says: 'Hello (y/c/n). I wonder if you would like to collab with me sometimes.'" I had to read it again. And again. I couldn't believe it. "Yeah, sure I would", I said. I looked at my clock. "Okay guys, time is over. I've to do some schoolwork now. Thank you all for spending your time with me an thank you all for 1 million subscribers. See you soon, bye." I ended the livestream and raided RTGame who has just gone live. I stood up and went into my bedroom. I lay down on my bed.

Even though the livestream went so well I was really sad cause of the bullying. Suddenly I got a message. "Hey (y/n). Here's my Skype. See you. Jack" I couldn't even smile about that. I scrolled down the comments of the livestream. I found a few from my classmates saying: "You suck." or "Hang yourself already." I couldn't stay positive. I fell down into a deep hole again. I went to the bathroom.

I sat down and started to cry. I opened a little box which I always hide behind my towels. "Why does everybody hates me?", I asked myself. I cried more. "Do it!", the voices in my head said. I started panicking. I opened the box. Two little blades with blood on it were inside. I took one out and rolled my sleeve up. I had so much scars on my arm. I placed the blade on my arm, ready to cut. But suddenly I heard a ringing noise coming from my bedroom.

I lied the blade down and went to my bedroom. I checked my phone and saw that I got a Skype call. I completely forgot that I already added Jack. I sat down on my computer and wiped my tears away. I looked into the reflection of the display and put on a fake smile.