Painful - A Jacksepticeye x Depressed Reader FanFiction

Twelve

We went down to get some food. "I'm glad you're here Mark. I'm glad I don't have to go though all that all alone. I'm really afraid." "I know. But you can throw your life away cause auf that. You stayed in hospital all night. You didn't drink or eat anything. I know you love her, but you should care about yourself too." "I really love her. It makes me sad. I just want her to be happy. Even if I know I can't cause she is so broken. But I'll never give up trying. She is so important to me. She can't die. Not now." I started crying again. "I know", Mark said. He didn't know what to say. 

~time skip~

We got some food. I was just able to take a few bites. "Let's go back upstairs. Please", I said to Mark. I sounded really worried. I was so afraid (y/n) could die while I was down here. We went back to the 3rd floor. Suddenly I realized that every nurse was running around and I panicked. One screamed in a Walkie-talkie: "Code Red! Room 355! Taking patient to surgery!" 355. That was the room of (y/n). "(y/n)!", I screamed. I wanted to run towards her. I saw the nurses and doctors driving her down the corridor as fast as possible. "(y/n)!", I screamed again, bursting into tears. Mark hold me back as strong as possible. I wanted to run to her. I screamed again. I punched around me. "Sean! Calm down! Please! You're hyperventilating! Breath calmly", Mark said. I screamed even more. A doctor came to us and gave me an injection. I got really tired. They sat me on a chair. I had no power left. The medicine made me sleepy. But I wanted to stay awake. I had to know what happened to (y/n). But the medicine was stronger than me. I fell asleep. 

~time skip~

 I woke up in an hospital bed. Mark was sitting next to me. "Hey buddy", he said. He sounded worried. I jumped out of the bed. "Jack I know, you want to go to (y/n), but they won't let you in. I already asked. She just came back from surgery. She is still unconscious. Her estimate of survival was lowered to 15%." Marks voice cracked. I had to sit down again. I started crying. "Please Sean. Calm down. You had a total break-down. You have to stay calm. For your own healthy. Please." A doctor came in. 

"What happened to (y/n)", I immanently asked. "Her data decreased fast. She had an apnea. We thought we might lose her but she is a fighter. She is fighting against death now. I hope she'll win the fight." "Thank you for telling me", I said while crying. She nearly died...