Painful - A Jacksepticeye x Depressed Reader FanFiction

Thirty-three

(y/n)'s pov.   

It's about 4 pm when we arrived at the Con. Sean was calling Kevin to ask him if he was already there. I looked around and guessed that there were at least 200 people outside the building. We looked for a place to wait for him since a lot of people recognized at least one of us... I mean what did we expect? We all have over  One Million Subscribers. "Have you ever been to VidCon before (y/n)", Daniel asked. "No", I said. "I try to avoid places with a lot of people. I try to visit smaller Conventions to meet fans but that's all." "You'll be fine. We'll look out for you." "Thanks. I feel much better knowing that people are not just excited because of me. It makes me feel a bit awkward when someone freaks out because of me. Happy, but awkward." Kevin arrived and we walked towards the crowd. Instantly someone recognized us and so the crowding around us started. I tried my best to fight my anxiety. "You love your fans and they love you...chill", I told myself and felt a little better. 

After an hour of talking and taking pictures I needed a break and went to get something to drink. I knew that once I was inside there would be a lot of crowding as well so I mentally prepared for that. The first thing I did was looking for the toilet. I wanted to be alone for a few minutes. Some fans followed me to the bathroom but once I went inside they left. I breathed in and out. The anxiety was slowly vanishing. My phone rang but I barely heard it through all that noise coming from outside. It was a message from Sean. "I'm heading to the backstage area now for my show. You should meet up with Daniel and Kevin. They should walk you around. I don't want you to get lost :)" I smiled and rolled my eyes at the same time. He knows that I have bad orientation. 

So I went outside the bathroom and the crowding started again. Luckily I could spot Daniel in the crowd. He was a lot taller than me so he could spot me easily. "I'm glad you found me", I said. "Yeah. There are a lot of people here", he replied. We signed a few more autographs and took a few more pictures but then the crowding slowly ended and we could finally explore. Daniel showed me around. After ten minutes we were able to find Kevin goofing around with his fans. He joined the group and so we continued to wonder the endless halls of VidCon. I had been to conventions before but this one was huge. There were so many people and so many exhibitors. Every once in a while fans ran towards us and took photos. Totally normal VidCon stuff.