Wishing for the Unforeseen

Wishing for Confidence

To what may the owner owe the others when nothing has been established? To what ends should one go to appease the lords when they fall short of almost everything they "want." Apparently being who they are or what they are is not respected. Apparently they are a disease, a parasite, and a plague. On the inside the one receiving the comments of pitiful punches may might as well be conceived as the thing time wants to forget.

A shrinking feeling,

A growing fire,

With little healing,

One is left alone.

Being alone doesn't help the judgement one receives. They try and try to see if anyone else can accept them. It may look like the ones who judge accept but the judged is the only one who can tell that they aren't really accepting. The one who stands alone bares the burden of everyone again. They stare and whisper again. 

A shrinking feeling,

A growing fire,

With little healing,

One is left alone.

One wonders if all of the things they hear are just in their head. They wonder if the things they feel are just punishment for things they did. Being afraid of them becomes the daily battle. They might not like you today. They may not pay you any mind today. However still their actions might be though, it still hurts when they can't look at you the same anymore.

A shrinking feeling,

A growing fire,

With little healing,

One stands alone.

Even though walking is hard you know that they are just blind. They can't see you the way you do. You are you. To them you are you. They don't like the ones who are different. On the inside one knows that one must believe they are different from what the whole world says. For believing what they want they want you too makes you weakened and now one is becoming strong.

A shrinking feeling,

A dying idea,

With more healing,

One doesn't have to be alone.

Your strides must increase to achieve success, for being brilliant is a cost. With heavier stares and heavier shoulders one still walks forward. Slowly, the subtle movement creates something new as they stare in awe of what you have done. One has grown a lot since the beginning and they can't wait to see you grow more.

A better feeling,

With bundles of joy,

Wrapped up with healing,

Giving sense to the ones who can't see.

"Wishing for Confidence," is believing in yourself enough so that you can march a bigger step forward everyday. Feeling proud of what you have done only makes room for new and better things in your life. Just don't get carried away.