So please listen to this song I'm begging you. It gave me the idea for the name of this story. It is a great song. It is Captainswan, but be warned. It has rated R stuff in it. It takes smut scenes from movies and shows, and puts it in. Of course it doesn't show any nudity, but if you would like to avert your eyes during the chorus, feel free. Also I'm scared for the winter finale today. Good luck to everybody. I might be emotionally unstable.
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When I went back to school, everything was basically the same. I got greeted by everyone with 'glad to have you backs' and stuff. Regina's slut squad started talking to me. I was polite but in my head I was like 'why the hell are they talking to be now?' I hung out with Ruby, August, Belle, and Elsa. Everything was okay. Belle was keeping a secret though, I was gonna find out what. Anyway, I was pretty bummed, between having to watch my back with Regina and not having Killian. I missed him a lot, even thought I won't admit it. A week passed, and a few things happened. Killian was hardly flirting, and he was very nice and kind. I think...he's changing his bad boy ways. Would he really change his rep for me?
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Killian's POV
I was really trying hard to change for Emma. I put a lot into it. On Monday when I told the guys, it was...interesting. I sat down with the guys at lunch and said,"Gentlemen," they ignored me and didn't do anything.
"Guys," still nothing. Hopefully this works,
"LAZY BASTARDS!" Will said,
"Yeah mate?"
"Whatup?" Jeff said. I rolled my eyes, really. I took a breath,
"I'm resigning from my womanizer reputation,"
"What!" Robin said, Jeff was next,
"I can't believe this. Do you believe this?" Vic saved me,
"Man, I totally respect that," I clapped him on the shoulder,
"Thanks man," he nodded. Robin was pissed, (if you didn't catch it, Robin was the only one who didn't visit Emma)
"I mean, WTF man? We made a pact, is this about the dumb bitch Emma?" I grabbed him by the collar and pulled him out of his seat,
"Say one more thing about her, I dare you," my nostrils were flaring and my jaw was clenched. He raised his hands up in defeat,
"Look I'm sorry man, I just fell like you're picking her over me. I don't want to lose my best friend," I sighed. I had no idea he was feeling that way,
"Robin, you're my best mate, mates before dates right? But I think I'm in love with this girl," he sighed.
"I get it," he smiled and the bell rang. Today is the day I'm getting her back, no matter what. I got home and set my keys down, my bastard of a father took them,
"Oi! Why the hell did you take my keys?" He was actually sober right now. He huffed,
"Because son, my car broke down and I need to use the Jolly," I stood up annoyed.
"And how the hell am I supposed to get to places?"
"Walk," he walked out the door and slammed it. I punched the wall really hard with my left hand,
"BASTARD!" I screamed. I had to get to Emma. I went outside and started walking, it was 9pm. It started pouring like the day I drove Emma home. Fuck! There was thunder. Emma's afraid of storms, I started sprinting like I was going to make the winning touchdown for the championship game.
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Emma's POV
I slipped into my Victoria Secret pjs and got into bed.It was raining really hard and I got a little anxious. The last storm I went through was with Killian. That just adds to my anxiety problem and phobia with storms. There was a flash of lightning and I started to breathe a little harder than I should. Then the thunder came and I freaked out. I heard someone knocking at my window. I jumped and saw it was Killian. I unlocked the window and opened it for him. He stepped inside and I immediately calmed down,
"Killian what the hell? I thought I made it clear I don't want to be with you," I crossed my arms and realized I was in a pretty revealing pj set. Surprisingly his eyes haven't left mine. He was panting,
"Swan, I ran all the way here from my house, while its fucking pouring outside. I'm not gonna take your bullshit lies as an answer. Before you do anything else, I need to tell you something. I love you," I don't know who made the move, but my lips and his lips were fused together. I poured all my emotions into this kiss, all that I had. My love and desire. He is the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I'm not letting him go. Our kiss went from loving and passionate, to fierce and strong. He backed me up until my knees hit the bed. He positioned himself over me and broke the kiss. He got a good look at me and smirked,
"If I didn't know any better, I'd say you dressed up especially for me," I rolled my eyes. He continued,
"I'm gonna do something for you Emma, that I haven't done for anyone else in my life,"
"What's that?"
"I'm gonna make love to you," I smiled and he captured my lips again. He slowly pulled off my top to find me bare underneath. He gently sucked on my neck and took one of my breasts in his hand. He pinched my nipple and I moaned,
"No screaming tonight love, we have to keep quiet," I nodded and he continued. He switched breasts and moved his enticing lips to my collarbone. As he fondled with me, I took off his shirt. I slid my hands up his chest and over his shoulders, down his back and back up his hips. He took off my shorts and panties with gentle care. I gently kissed him, I loved Killian, all of him. The arrogant, flirty, side of him, and the gentle, caring, side. He slid off his jeans and boxers. He kept eye contact with me and slowly entered him. I moaned, but his lips quieted the sound. He slowly moved in and out of me. I tangled my hands in his still damp hair. He pumped himself faster and faster and I met my hips to his pace. I kissed him like it was our last kiss, and my climax approached. Thunder struck as we both came at the same time. I flipped us around and milked him dry for all I was worth. He got me under him again, and slowly gave a few more thrusts. He came out of me and lie down next to me. He kissed me and I put my head in the crook of his neck.
"Killian,"
"Yes my love?" I smiled.
"I love you too," he smiled and kissed the top of my head,
"Let's go to sleep love,"
"Okay," I don't think I've ever felt more happy and content in my life. I love him and he loves me, this is going to be okay. No matter what happens, we'll always have each other. The road may be rough, but every relationship has their tough times.
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I've had this idea since before I wrote chapter one. I'm so happy that I've finally written it. If you haven't listened to the song. Please do, but make sure you read the note up there. It's very important. I love you my Cygnets. More to come,
-Bella 💗💗💗
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Love or Desire
FanfictionThis is my first fanfiction so please bear with me. This is a captainswan highschool au. Emma has just moved to Storybrooke with her apparent birth parents straight from the system. Killian Jones, captain of the football team, is a popular, bad boy...