Love or Desire

Chapter 33

So last night was my solo. I was so nervous and I had terrible anxiety, but I think I sounded pretty good. Everyone said I sounded amazing, so I'm taking their word. A tremendous amount of stress has just been relieved so I can write more.
Emma's POV
After Killian and I told my dad about Pan, we kissed goodbye and I went home. I still had that fucking feeling that someone was watching me. I started looking around my room. My drawer handle looked odd. I was about to take a closer look at it...

"Emma! Dinner!" Mom called. This'll have to wait till next time.

"Hey Mom, what's for dinner?" She looked extra chipper tonight. Wonder what's up,

"Pot roast with veggies, mashed potatoes, baked mac 'n cheese, and chocolate lava cake," she said excitingly. Wow!

"Damn..." I said. She laughed and asked me to help her set the table. I put down the place mats, plates, cups, and utensils. Dad walked in,

"I'm home! Damn...that smells good," Mom and I laughed,

"That's what I said," he smiled and kissed my head. We sat down and ate. After dessert my mom spoke,

"Emma there's something we want to tell you," I nodded as I patted my mouth with my napkin.

"Now you have to understand, this was unexpected," Dad said as he grabbed Mom's hand.

"Guys," I nervously laughed,"you're scaring me," my mom had the biggest smile on her face. What would make her so happy...

"Emma, we're..." ...unless...

"Pregnant!" She exclaimed. I forced an excited look on my face.

"Guys that's amazing!" They sighed in relief.

"We thought you would be upset," I shook my head,

"Why would I be upset?" I faked a yawn,"May I be excused? I'm getting tired,would you look at the time?" I didn't wait for a response. I went upstairs and shut my door. I locked it and broke down. I was sobbing, this was the part where they always left me. When they would replace me. I bet they want a normal child, that they can actually see grow up. What's wrong with me? Am I not good enough? Not pretty enough? I did the only thing I could do, I called Killian.

Phone Call
Killian: hello love,

Emma: K-Killian
I sobbed.

Killian: Emma what's wrong? Are you hurt?

Emma: I'm f-fine. Just p-please come o-over. C-come in b-by c-climbing th-the t-tree

Killian: on my way
Call Ended
I sighed. My head hurts now. Great, and I can't go down for an ibuprofen. I heard a small rap at my window. I let Killian in and he pulled me into his arms. I sobbed even more and he just kissed my head,

"What's wrong love?" I furiously tried to wipe my eyes,

"Th-they're r-replacing m-m-me," I cried even harder. He looked at me,

"Mary Margaret's pregnant?" He questioned. I stopped crying,

"How did you know?"

"Call it...boyfriend's intuition," I laughed softly. He turned my head to face him,

"Love, your parents love you so much. They always look at you with looks of pure joy. They're not trying to replace you. How could they? You're smart, beautiful, funny, kind, and an amazing person," I could feel the heat rising to my cheeks. I hid my face,

"Don't hide your face from me, you're too gorgeous," I looked up and saw his eyes. They were a pretty sapphire color that had little white flecs in them. It was the moonlight reflecting off of them. He just looks...perfect. I leaned into him and kissed him. He laid me down on my bed and kept our lips connected. I tugged on his shirt and he pulled it over his head. I brought him to me and kissed him again. He moved his lips to my neck. I moved my hair to grant him better access. He said the same phrase as he kissed me in different places.

"I love you," neck,

"I love you," collarbone,

"I love you," cheek,

"I love you," lips. I giggled against his lips and he played with the hem of my shirt. I took it off along with my bra. He brought my already stiff nipple into his mouth and I moaned in gratitude. I toed off his jeans and wrapped my legs around his waist. I know he loves it when I do that. He took off my panties and I did the same with his boxers. He growled and pinned me under him. I looked at him and bit my lip,

"Take me Killian," his response was simply taking what he wanted. I softly moaned when he entered me. He set a nice soft pace that fit the mood. I flipped us over and almost took myself all the way off before sinking down again, burying him inside me balls deep. He groaned as I moved up and down, my wetness making it that much easier to move. He grabbed my hips and moved me so he could hit that spot that made me see stars. I bit my lip as I tried to suppress my rather loud moan. Killian got me onto my back and started to move faster. I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him as close to me as possible. I was on the brink of an orgasm and he thrust into me much harder than before. He caught my lips to catch my scream as my climax overtook me. He thrust into me a few more times chasing his own. I hissed as he pulled at of me, missing the feel of us connected. He kissed me and wrapped the covers around us tightly. Even if my parents do want to replace me, Killian won't.
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Author's POV
Neal licked his lips after he was done watching his little 'show'. He looked over at Pan who had been jacking himself off.

"That was quite enjoyable my friend," Pan said. He was messed up.

"Ya it was, the only thing I miss about Emma is her body," Pan smirked in agreement.

"Why'd you set her up again?" Neal shrugged,

"Didn't want to get in trouble, and she happened to be my plaything at the time," they laughed.

"Well I'm gonna go clean 'this' up," he gestured to his sticky hand. The world may never know why his mind works the way it does.
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(In Cuba: maximum security men's facility)
Walsh sat there patiently. Waiting for Felix to show up. He had been on his best behavior, because one screw up and they would kill him. The guard came in.

"Up," Walsh complied and put his hands into the slide in the door so they could handcuff him.

"Dinner," his dinner consisted of green slob and sour milk. Felix came and Walsh smirked.

"Felix, always a pleasure," Felix smiled,

"Shutup. I'm here to tell you that Neal and Pan are going to take her in two days time. Neal will take her while Pan distracts Jones," Walsh smiled.

"She deserves it. I hope she rots just like Regina," Felix walked away. The only reason he worked with Pan was because he had been brainwashed and tortured. Four crazies were out to get two people, what could possibly go wrong?
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Things will speed up in the next couple of chapters. Thanks for sticking with me, forever yours,
-Bella ❤️💚❤️💚