Just because a scar didn't form doesn't mean there wasn't pain. I have found ways not necessarily good ways to deal with my emotions. I don't have to draw blood. You cannot hold it against me if you can not see it right???? At least that's the way i think it is. My life floods before my eyes. and I can barely breathe. Drowning while everyone else around me can still perfectly breathe. so I fall apart and barley able to stay afloat. A mark here covered by skin a failed attempt there. This has become the norm. You eon't find the scars of cutting on me because I found things that cause pain that don't leave marks.
When I was little I used to try and break my bones I would scratch at my skin. I was always covered in bruises mom thought it was because I was just horseplaying. I have been beating myself up since I was 8
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