I Give up Way To Easily. When things get hard I give up. If i cant see the light then there is none.
thats what people think that I think. I wanted to give up I would have a long fucking time ago I drag myself from day to day hoping that today will be the day. the one time that I know everything gets better. But its not. Im not a weakling Im not going to give up. Its so fucking hard to breathe underwater. Agree. That's what its like with depression. I can't breathe it hurts to much. All the pain floods in. and I push it away. I dont need help I say. 'Im fine" But even my best friend doesn't know everything how hard it is to breathe when all you want to do is survive. It sucks to have to give in in order to breathe. I wish I could stand tall but. I have to breathe and in order to live i have to fight but every fight is hard. Just because you've lost a battle doesn't mean you've lost the war. i can survive even with so much pain. It won't be easy and I will screw up. there will be times I fail to see my destiny but promise me something. You'll never leave my side. No matter how hard i try to give up. Promise me you will always pull me up to breathe. Promise me that you will know and hear my silent scream the one that only you can see. the one that only you can hear. the one that only says two words.
HELP ME.
Those two words could save my life. Just stay with me and pay attention to when I actually need help. On those days when my depression is bad. Don't let me stand alone.
I love you all,
-Liz
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