Code for "I'm really depressed and all I wanna do is curl up into a ball and cry. and im really on the verge of tears so please dont just say aww and move on cant you see I'm in so much pain its afecting me on the outside"
No that's not what you heard? Oh you just think I'm sick.. No when Im sick I go to the office. this kind of sickness is not fixed by Tylenol. Actually its not fixed by anything.
"Hey Liz are you okay"
when I just nod I'm not okay. If I was okay I would use my words. I only nod because if I say anything tears will come and they won't stop.
When I don't speek at lunch I'm so upset I cant eat.
When I come home saying I didn't eat lunch its not because I wasn't hungry I was starving. i just feel as if sometimes I don't deserve food.
I don't need to talk they don't like me anyway.
I don't feel good. no one would miss me anyway.
I'll just cry myself to sleep I've gotten good at silently crying.
You can't tell the difference, so why does it matter.
Sorry I don't feel good.
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