In My Head

A Reason To Live

Have you ever laid in bed but can't breathe

everything's normal

but it feels like your suffocating

turns out your actually breathing fine

but it hurts

In out

In out

until you can't any more

as I lay in my bed

wishing that I was dead

I finally realize

how much pain is inside

I could've given up last night

but I didn't

I keep fighting 

I fight to breathe to live

For my friends for the ones who know I can survive

When I can't breathe they breathe for me

It gets so hard so late at night no ones awake as I lay in bed

Finally knowing something I've needed to know for awhile

Knowing someone would cry

knowing someone would care if I tried

finally knowing maybe tey dont understand but as I fall

a hand reaches out

a big brother whose scared for me me

and a little brother " Your not leaving me you promised Onechan"

they may not be related by blood but I sure as hell know

they'd both bring me back to life kill me then make me live again

-Havyn