In My Head

To Whom It May Concern;

I'm not a perfect barbie

I'm underweight and yet I cant gain weight

At lunch I'm not hungry

No I'm not anorexic.

I cry my tears

in the classroom, on the bus, in the car, at home, in my bed

there are stains on the knees of most of my jeans from crying

I'll never be good enough

HEAR THAT WORLD I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH

BUT I SAY FUCK YOU

i am gonna be me

YOU HEAR THAT I'M GONNA BE ME

NOT YOUR FUCKING PRINCESS YOU WANT

I'M GONNA BE DARK, EMO, DEMENTED, DEPRESSED ME

AND

I'M

DONE

FUCKING

FAKING

SMILES

FOR

YOU

SO

DEAL WITH IT

I'M GONNA CRY AND I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY BECAUSE I'M GONNA LET OUT MY FEELINGS.

DEAR DEMONS IN MY HEAD,

FUCK YOU AND GOOD LUCK TRYING TO GET TO ME THROUGH MY FRIENDS BECAUSE I KNOW THAT IT WOULD BE ONE HELL OF A FIGHT BETWEEN YOU, KOJI and SHASTA. SO YEA FUCK OFF. AND THAT GOES FOR EVERYONE WHO'S EVER BULLIED ME

I'M NOT GIVING UP.

THIS IS MY LIFE

AND I'm GONNA MAKE SOMETHING OF IT

DEAR DEPRESSION

I'M IN CONTROL NOW

SINCERELY'

your home Liz