In My Head

That Useless Emotion

I used to count my smiles. How many were real versus forced. Happiness was out of reach but I was fine. Learning how to deal with it. Now I'm filled with this thing that makes me smile and giggle and laugh. Truly real laughter. I don't know if happiness is what I'm feeling but it's useless. Now I can't stop being bubbly. Whats happening. I used to be dark and depressing. That's still me but now there's this light that makes me feel like i could fly. It's never been there before. True Love holds the key to this emotion and now its just there. I can't stop it. It didn't fix everything nothings changed but now there's hope and sometimes that's all you need. I don't count smiles anymore. I lost track. My life has been a disappointment I'm not good enough for anyone. but now all of the sudden I feel as if I'm a princess who's been rescued by her prince. I've never felt like this before. No one makes me feel like you do. It may be a useless emotion but I wouldn't trade it for the world. Because a world with you in it is a world where I'm above ground. So thank you for keeping me alive and that useless emotion you gave me. 

-Lizzy, Lucy, Gracie, Nora, and all of wonderland, Havyn

I love you.

Never leave me.