In My Head

Silent Tears

There's this skill you can acquire

It takes practice

but if you learn it 

Its very useful

especially when your in public

I learned to cry with out a sound when I was 8

I was told tears are a weakness. 

So I cried in my bed.

Or at school in the back of the class room

I remeber

"Miss Miss, Liz is crying again"

I would look up 

"No I'm not" 

and then get sent to the bathroom to wash up

I was nicknamed Cry Baby

but the reason I cried then was because I had no friends

Nothing made me happy I was always bored.

That's close to the reason I cry now 

which is because I'll never be good enough