When you fall in love its kind of like being sick. you fell helplessly lost and you can't do anything. Emotions that I never knew existed are now constantly pumping through my brain. but then the nightmares come. Him leaving me. or being taken away. and the worst ones are the ones where im being hurt and tortured and he doesn't care. It's not real i know that he would do anything for me but it still hurts. they linger in my head and torture me. No ones saving me. I sit there screaming tears streaming down my face and no ones awake. There is no one there to comfort me I sit curled up in a ball crying. until my face is raw. why can't I fix my nightmares. Why can't I have a good dream. I cry until I can't and then I know that's all there is for me that its never gonna stop. no one can control my dreams and now I'm stuck with Koji. and this is him vs me
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In My Head
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