Afraid

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Does anyone else have one person that keeps them alive?

One person that makes everything okay?

I am so fucking afraid of loosing him. 

He loves me all of me no matter how messed up I am.

He will always be my side to carry me if I can't stand.

He keeps me alive. He gives me a reason to live. 

But I'm slipping. I don't know if he can hold me anymore.

If he lets go......

I'll be gone. I am standing only with him.

It's so scary to only have one support beam.

If it breaks I'm gone

I fight for him

everyday I push the pain away

I act like I'm okay

so one day I wont have to be saved

but until then 

I'm falling

and only he can catch me

what happens when we are both drowning?

Who will breathe?

because I can't breathe without him.


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