Does anyone else have one person that keeps them alive?
One person that makes everything okay?
I am so fucking afraid of loosing him.
He loves me all of me no matter how messed up I am.
He will always be my side to carry me if I can't stand.
He keeps me alive. He gives me a reason to live.
But I'm slipping. I don't know if he can hold me anymore.
If he lets go......
I'll be gone. I am standing only with him.
It's so scary to only have one support beam.
If it breaks I'm gone
I fight for him
everyday I push the pain away
I act like I'm okay
so one day I wont have to be saved
but until then
I'm falling
and only he can catch me
what happens when we are both drowning?
Who will breathe?
because I can't breathe without him.
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