In My Head

Hiding

Come to my wedding dressed for my funeral 

because this is the beginning of the end

As the ;eaves fall and the trees grow bear

Hopes and dreams replaced with despair

I know who I wanted to be.

But I'm being someone who isn't me

pretending during every day

Just wanting to run away

Suspecting eyes, A curious glance

I hate this daily dance.

Pain only I can see

Running from whats inside of me

What should i expect

If only this was a dream

Can't wake up drowning in pain

This is my life from day to day

Trying to breathe while being under the sea

All I can see is the hell I have created

I cannot run from myself

So in my head I dare to hide.

I'm hiding from what's trapped inside

-liz