In My Head

Just One Line

Tired. But I slept.

The day creeps on I cannot rest.

I need a break from my head.

I promised I wouldn't, but where are they now?

No ones answering my texts.

They really don't care

Its just in my jewelry box.  

I get up and pick up the blade

My phone goes off again and again

Answer me lizy

my boyfriend pleads. 

But its not like he cares anyway

I bring down the knife again and again

This is where the pain begins

I pick up my phone

my left arm is bleeding more and more

I answer his texts  I'm not okay

he comes back what happened

I relapsed

he was so upset he left me for a girl who was stable 

so I keep going again and again

until my arm has bled dry

and i don't even cry 

this is what my life had become

and it all started with just one

Another night 

Another Cut

one day it will stop my heart

My life revolves around the blade

Cutting, Slicing my life away