She's Straight. GIRLXGIRL Completed

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Yna's POV

I completely lost it. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala sa nangyari samin ni Aly. We both got lost on that moment. And she....she didn't stop me.

Wala ko sariling nakagat ang ibabang labi ko. Ah shit. Ang hapdi pa din. But then I smiled when I remembered what happened. Aly's so damn adorable. Hay nako brain, you always get fascinated by her like everytime.

Iniwanan ko muna si Aly sa kwarto para makatulog siya baka kasi kung ano pang magawa ko.

Nagustuhan niya rin ang nangyari? Well, yeah she seductively pulled me onto another kiss. Aaaaaah! I can't get it out of my head like it will forever be here. Damn, ang lakas na naman ng tibok ng puso ko. Nakalayo na nga ako sa kanya't lahat hindi pa rin nawawala ang malakas na kabog nito.

Bahagya kong ginulo gulo ang buhok ko at tumingin sa kwarto ko kung nasaan si Aly.

Damn. I hope Ron won't be back.

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Hindi ko na namalayan na nakatulog na din ako sa couch.

"Yna.."

I heard Aly called my name. I opened my eyes to se her in front of me balot na balot pa rin ng comforter. Umayos ako nang pagkakaupo at pinaupo siya.

"Okay ka na ba?" nagaalalang tanong ko dito at hinawakan ang kanyang noo para malaman kung maiinit pa siya. At salamat naman sa Diyos dahil hindi katulad kagabi, medyo bumaba ang init ng katawan nito.

Tumango ito at umupo ng komportable.

"Yna..."

Napalingon ako sa kanya. Her usual voice came back as well. She looked at me and I saw that it was the normal look Aly has. Hindi na katulad kagabi na parang....Okay ayoko nang maalala. Magaling na nga siguro siya.

"Nagugutom ka ba?" I worriedly asked.

Umiling ito. "I'm sorry. I.." she deep sighed and looked me in the eye. "What happened last night. I..can't even understand."

"Was that normal?" pasunod pa niya. "Yes, we're friends and we usually cling with each other, diba? But what just happened to us was not right." May diin sa tono ang sinabi niyang yon.

"It didn't feel wrong for me." I sadly said and looked directly at her. C'mon tell me Aly, you wanted that too.

She looked back into my eyes and saw the fear on it. "Yna, you know that what we did was wrong." She said as she broke into tears.

Huminga ako nang malalim at hinawakan ang magkabilang balikat niya.

"I love you, Aly." My heart begun to beat faster as I said those forbidden words. Hindi ko alam kung tama bang sinabi ko na sa kanya 'tong nararamdaman ko. Fvck, bahala na.

"I'm sorry, Yna. But this is wrong." And stood up, leaving me again --- hanging.

"But..." at yon na lang din ang nasabi ko.

Damn this.