Cancerous Love (Joji x Reader)

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"Thank you so much for helping me dad."
"I still can't believe that you're already 18 y/n" He freed himself from my hug and looked to me. "You're still my little baby y/n. If you need anything you can just call me." I chuckled quitely and looked down on the floor. "But if I ever need you... you won't be able to come I live to far away now dad." He gave me a kiss on my forehead. "I'd swim across the ocean if you ever need me princess." he sayed. He waved at me to symbolize, that it's time to let go now. "You're living by your own know y/n" I said to myself. "You're independent know."I waved back and watched my dad go downstairs. You're 18. Do not cry you stupid fuck. You have your own apartment. It looks really comfortable and it's not too small.

"I don't even know my neighbors." I whispered while unpaking my suitcase. "Shit that's scary. I dont even know if I am going to find friends shit dude." As I talked to myself quietly I looked at the clock. It's 8pm. My friday nights would actually be lit. Hanging out with friends and stuff but now i'm alone. And I don't even know how my new school is going to be. The new students in my class. What if they won't like me? 1000 of questions but not even an answer. I felt my eyes watering again. Why are you such a crybaby y/n? Stop it. Everything is going to be fine.

As everything was set in my closet i decided to take a quick shower. I grabbed black undies and a red bra and ran to the shower. I stood there half naked analyzing my body. I'm really short with my 5'5. My hair is H/C and my eyes sparkle in a warm E/C tone. I'm not fat but quite curvy. I didn't like my wide hips. I still do not understand how guys can like that. It looked gross to me. But all in all I am happy with the way I look.

After that warm shower I dried my hair and put on some clothes. Grey sweatpants and a blue almost transparent tanktop. As I sat down infront of my tv with a warm blanket I could hear really loud noises from the apartment underneath mine. It didn't bother me. Not really. But after the 7th time hearing loud manly screaming which sounded pretty much like sexual but painful orgasms it seriously got on my nerves. I mean dude i've been in that apartment for like not even 4 hours . Without grabbing a jacket I went downstairs to the noisy apartment and knocked at that door immediately. It got really quite and i could hear whispering. I knocked a second time and someone finally opened the door. A pichblack haired dude with sunglasses stood infront of me. He was shirtless and his boxers were wet. Two bottles of beer in his hand and you could see eggyolk running down his face. I couldn't help it just to stare at him like I was paralyzed, trying to understand what was going on there. He grined annoyingly. "May can I help you?" He asked. I cleared my throat and started to talk. "Yeah you can. Well I just got here and you know it's my first day in this bigass city alone. And I was trying to spend some relaxing time because I am exhausted as shit. And I would like to ask if you could just be a little bit quite." He took his glasses of and all I could see his eyes starring at my boobs. I totally forgot that I was wearing almost nothing. My face got a little bit warm. "Well what's your name?" He asked. His eyes made me realize that he might be japanese. He just looked weird with these wet boxers and that eggyolk on his face. I am lowkey disgusted. "I'm y/n." As that weird dude was trying to talk another boy covered in flour or cocain i don't know but it was a white powdery substance appeared behind him. "Oh shit dude." He said. I could hear that Aussie accent in his voice. "Who's that chick?" I dont know but i felt something burning inside my body. Was that furiousness? I swear to god i could just slash their throats open. "Well basically I was trying to ask if you could be a little bit quite." I said with a pissed tone. "I'm really sorry beautiful but we're filming." The Aussie laughed and walked away. My eyes widened. Are they filming a porno? What the hell? "It's not what you think it is okay?" The Asian guy said. "What ever dickhead just be quite okay?" I said and got upstairs. "Can we talk about that later?" I could hear his voice but I didn't answer. That's great. I had some loud psycho bastards as my neighbors. Cool. This is going to be interesting.

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