Cancerous Love (Joji x Reader)

13.

Words: Pineapple, Wrestling, Dildo, Baseball

3 hours left until it was NYE. Joji, Max, Ian, Chad, Jasmine and I were sitting in Max's place, talked and waited until it was 12 AM. "So you little cunts. Don't drink too much we do not have 2017 already." Max said laughing while leaning back. Ian laughed and raised his eyebrows. "Now you. You are trying to tell us not to drink. You are just drunk already." Max's face got serious and he looked at Ian. With his indexfinger he pointed at him. "You..." He started to laugh. "You probably have a dildo shoved up your ass." Ian laughed and rolled his eyes. Joji was sitting next to me and the table infront of us was full of alcohol. I drank vodka with coke but Jasmine was going for just solid whiskey and vodka. I tried to stay as sober as possible because Max told us that we were going to play a game. The minutes passed by we listened to music until Joji stood up and turned the volume down. "1 hours left. Let the games begin." He smirked and looked at us. Max stood up and sat down on the ground. He told us to do the same and then he pulled the empty coke bottle in the middle. "Are you fucking retard?" Chad asked. Max smiled. "Why?" The chubby guy stood up and walked to the couch. "I am not going to play that shit. I wouldn't even want to know what I'd have to do." Joji closed his eyes and exhaled. "Well if you don't want to you don't have to. Fat cunt." Chad flipped his middle finger and pulled his phone out. "You're just like these white moms with a pixie cut, that get mad over a fucking baseball game dude." Max continued talking "You guys heard about the NYE kiss right?" Everyone nodded. "But there is one twist." Joji turned his head to me. "Everyone has to pick a folded letter with someones name on it. And then you have to kiss the person you got. Simple right?" I widened my eyes. Joji snorted. "Calm down Joji it's just a game." Jasmine said and Joji leaned back smiling. "Yeah you're right... just a game." I don't know but I felt that he still was really uncomfortable with it. I mean there is a really small chance that Joji has to kiss Jasmine so I'm actually chill about that. Ian pulled out the small, folded papers and everyone picked one. I was extremely scared to open it. I would feel really bad if I'd have to kiss someone else. But it's a game right?

10 minutes left until midnight and we finally had to fold the papers open. I opened mine and my eyes widened. My stomach cramped together and suddenly I felt like throwing up. I hoped that Jasmine or Joji would be the one but it was... Ian.
Not that Ian is disgusting or so he is a really nice guy and I really like him. I exhaled and closed my eyes. If Joji and Ian are going to get into a fight because of this I will literally kill myself. We weren't suppose to tell who we got, we should just go to the person and kiss him. And that meant each one of us would get kissed 2 times. I mean we do not have to make out just a quick kiss would just be okay. We sat on the couch and I always had to look at Joji. He laughed and I don't even know what he would do if I would kiss Ian. "Okay guys it's almost midnight. We'll start with Chad." Chad stood up walked towards max and climbed on his lap. Max opened his eyes. "You fat bastard my dick!" His scream got louder until chad took his face in his hands and pulled him into a quick but sloppy kiss. Everyone laughed and chad got off his lap. "Happy new year my sexy beast." He said and sat down. "I am going to kill you." Max said and grabbed his dick with a painful face expression. "You want to test me after the wresting match we had?" Chad asked and took a sip out of his pineapple ginger whiskey. Now it was Max's turn he stood up gave Jasmine a kiss and sat down. I was suprised I thought that Max would go for it and eat off Jasmine's face. He also didn't say anything funny or sarcastic. Jasmine stood up and as she walked into Joji's direction my heart skipped a beat but she kneed infront of me. "This is awkward." She said and blushed as she came near to me. "I am going to try so hard not to bust a nut." Joji mumbled and my face went red. Jasmin me laid her lips on mine and it was a quick kiss. I looked around and all the boys looked at us with big eyes. "That was it?" Max asked. "Wtf continue!" He screamed. I laughed and we did what he said. Jasmine started to use her tounge and we literally made out infront of everyone. I stopped the kiss and leaned back. "Enough." I said and Jasmine got up. I felt uncomfortable but it was fun and in a friendship way. And now it was my turn my heart started to beat faster and my knees felt like pudding. I walked into Ian's direction and sat down next to him. "M'lady." He said and raised his eyebrows. "Me likey." He looked at Joji and winked at him. Joji just laughed and looked into my eyes. His gaze perforated my skin deep into my bones. "Well it just has to be a quick kiss." I said. My voice was shaking. I looked into Ian's eyes. They were in a deep green. I leaned forward and laid my lips on his. He stared to turn the quick kiss into making out but I pulled away as fast as possible. "Jasmine already fucked up my lipstick." I said and sat down back to my seat. It got really hot in the room and I tried to hide my face while looking down at my shoes. And suddenly I could feel a warm hand laying on my knee. I looked up and it was Joji. He wasn't looking at me. He just looked straight to the table. Now Ian was kissing Joji and after that Joji Chad. We continued talking, dancing, drinking, playing beer pong and spin the bootle . But I couldn't stop thinking about Ian's kiss without feeling guilty. Joji didn't talk to me for the rest of the night, until he drove us back to our apartments.

We sat in the car and the radio played 'say you won't let go' quietly. There was a silence that literally ate me alive. It was just a game why would he be so mad. I thought about what would happen if he had to kiss Jasmine. I would die out of jealousy and suddenly I understood why he was acting like that. It was 3 Am and there were a lot of drunk people on the street. Joji was sober enough to drive us home but I prayed that the cops wouldn't stop us. I couldn't take the silence anymore because every second passed by like an hour. "Joji." I said and looked at him. A quick "Hmm?" was the only thing that he gave from him. "Is everything okay?" I asked and i felt stupid because nothing was okay right now. All he did was smiling and keeping his eyes on the street. "Joji. It was just a game. Ian and I are just friends." He didn't asnwer. Now he stopped at a red traffic light. "Joji..." I said quietly and laid my right hand in his left cheek. "Please look at me." Now he turned his head around but still his gaze was lowered. "Please Joji." I begged and now he looked into my eyes. His almost black eyes looked into mine and could read the jelousy out of his eyes and I think he could read the guilt out of mine. "I hope you're not mad at me. Or Ian." I said. He just shook his head. "It's just..." He stopped. "...you're mine and I don't want anybody to take advantage of you." I smiled. "You're a dork." I said and he smiled either. "Why?" He asked and got closer to me. "Because..." And closer. "Because I love you more than anything and no one, not even Dylan O'brien could change that." Just a little bit and his lips would touch mine. And as I was going to lay mine on his a car started to honk really loudly. I jumped up and looked to the traffic light. It turned green and we didn't notice. Joji bursted out laughing and he started to drive. "Well. What a bonerkiller." I mumbled and got mad for some reason. "We can just keep that for later. Maybe in my apartment?" Joji smirked and looked at me quickly. A smile flitted over my face and I bit my lip. That meant something. Maybe something kinky we should keep for the next chapter.

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