Cancerous Love (Joji x Reader)

36.(Joji)

I looked at y/n. It was so cute, how she could just curl up in a ball and sleep in the seat, she was sitting in. Her shoulder lightly moved to the rhythm of her breath. I never got tired of looking at her. My gaze wandered from her eyes to her nose down to her mouth. I was so glad, that I met this girl and I would never know what I would do without her. A smile flitted over my lips and I slowly took her hand in mine. She moved a little bit. Her small hands were always cold, just like I realized the first time I sat in her apartment. Every moment, every second I spent with her was priceless. Y/n tought me what real love was. Suddenly her hand felt like it wasn't there anymore. I looked down at her and saw, how she slowly faded away. As I tried to grab her hand my fingers went through and I widened my eyes. This can't be! "Y/n!" I shouted a little bit to loud. "George?" I turned around and suddenly I stood in a white room. "George?" I heared once again. Was that Y/n? My head started to spin and I closed my eyes. Suddenly I felt two hands on my chest and I opened my eyes back. All I could see was a man with blue eyes and grey hair. He exhaled quickly and wiped the sweat of his forehead. I looked around. Where is y/n? And why am I laying in a hospital bed? "He's woken." The man said and looked to his right side. There was standing a girl with long blonde hair. She ran up to me and wrapped her arms around me. Who is this? "Omg Joji." She said and looked into my eyes. Right before I could ask who she was she suddenly laid her lips on mine. I widened my eyes and pushed her away from me. The rejection was written on her face. I looked at her angrily. "Joji..." She said quietly but before she could talk I interrupted her. "Where is y/n?" I asked nearly shouting. "Only y/n calls me Joji!" The girl raised her eyebrows. "Joji it's me. Vanessa." I shook my head. "I don't care who you are where the hell is y/n?" The anger inside me grew with every second. I looked to the doctor. All he did was stand there and look to the ground. "Why don't you answer?" The heat in my head rushed through my whole body. "Vanessa could you please leave the room for a minute?" The doctor asked. Vanessa nodded, holding the tears back and walked out. The doctor sat down on the chair and looked into my eyes. "Mr. Miller do you remember that person?" He asked and I shook my head quickly. "Do you remember why you got in here?" I shook my head once again. What was going on? The anger turned into confusion. "All I remember is me and y/n sitting in the plane." Where was she? You know even the person you love is far away, it still feels like they are following you with every step? Well that feeling was gone. Y/n felt like she was far away, almost not even existent anymore. The doctor leaned forward and rested his elbows on his knees. "You came her after a really bad seizure, which got you into a coma." I knitted my eyebrows. "Since?" I asked and grabbed the bed sheet. "4 weeks I guess." He said. I looked down. 4 weeks in a coma? So that all was just a dream? Does that mean y/n wasn't here anymore? But... my eyes started watering. I blinked the tears away and looked up. "Who was that girl?" I asked quickly. "She said that she's your girlfriend. Don't you remember anything?" My girlfriend? This can't be true. I started to laugh because mixed emotions overcame my body. "That's a joke right?" The doctor stood up and shook his head. "You are able to go home today. Your girlfriend is going to pick you up." Then he walked out. "She's not my girlfriend!" I shouted after him right before the door could close. My hands clenched to fists. Y/n couldn't be just an imagination. She gave me a reason to keep going. She made me happy and gave me the feeling to be loved. Y/n was such a blessing, that I didn't even believe that she was mine. Well I guess this all was to good to be true...

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So many of you guys asked for this sooooo yeah. Tbh it's so hard to let this cancerous story go omfgggg. There will also be a 37/38 in Joji's POV and then I will start the other story hopefully!! And I also need a name for the main character in my new book so leave your name in the comments or just dm it to me and I'll pick one huehueh. Well have a nice ass day and stay cancerous my loves. buh byeeee xx