Cancerous Love (Joji x Reader)

9.

~Magical time-skip to friday

I got out of school and rushed to my car. "y/n!" This voice was definitely not familiar. I turned around and that mysterious dude from my chemistry class came up to me. I just wanted to get in my car and drive home asap because I was literally about to pee my pants and I don't like to use public toilets. "Hey." He said and I tried to smile back but there was too much pain in my face. "Hi." I replied trying to act chill. "So I was wondering if you'd like to come to Ethan's party tonight at 11 pm?" It sounded like a nice invitation to a party but I still didn't even know who Ethan or this dude was. "Excuse me what was your name?" I asked like a total retard. He laughed. "It's Aaron. Nice to meet you."
"It's nice to meet you too." I replied. Aaron gave me a piece of paper where the adress was written on and I hopped into my car and drove home.

I got home, peed like 2 liters and layed in my bed. I had pretty much time til this party started. But what will Joji say about that. Do I even need his permission? I decided to give him a call.
"What's good babe." He sounded like he just woke up.
"Not much just came home. What are you doing?"
"Laying on Max's bed." Joji tried to talk but I could hear Max moaning and jumping on the bed.
"YES PAPA FRANKU GIVE IT TO ME. CHOKE ME PAPA."
I could hear Joji getting up and walking into another room.
"Do you mind if I go to that party i got invited today?" I asked and bit my lower lip.
"Who invited you?"
"Aaron."
"Who's that?"
"Just a dude from my chemistry class."
"Oh..." He stopped and didn't say anything.
"You can come too if you want to."
"I don't mind if you go there maybe I'll come over for 2 minutes or just to pick you up alright?"
"Okay thank you so much. How is Max doing?"
"He's drunk and I try to put him to sleep."
"Why is he drunk at 3pm?" I laughed
"He filmed and that's pretty much enough for an explanation. So I have to take care of that aussie bean. Ring me if you need something."
"Yeah okay." I felt like saying 'I love you' but before I could he said it.
"I love you y/n." My heart started to beat faster.
"I.. I love you too Joji." I replied and hung up. I got into the kitchen cook something and decided to take a nap before I head to the party.

After I woke up I got into the shower made my make up and got into my clothes. Black skinny jeans, a cute rosé off-shoulder top and white vans. I wouldn't like to show up as a twat so someone would try to hit on me. My butt looked extremely good in these pants I am not going to lie. And then Jasmine texted me.
"You're coming to Ethans party today right?"
"Yeah you too?"
"Yes!!! I am already there I'll wait for you okay so we can party together."
"Yeah sounds good."
I wasn't sure if I'd like to spend my night with Jasmine but a feeling told me that she is pretty chill and we were going to have some fun tonight. It was already 11 pm. I got into my car and drove to the adress. I got out and could already hear the loud music. Yo if the cops are not going come here this night it will rain cats. The house was extremely big. I stepped in trying to find Jasmine. The people around me looked at me as I walked pass them. 2 girls who were making out stopped and looked at me. "You're y/n right?" I was trying so hard to understand but the music was really loud. "You're y/n? Am I right?" She asked again. I nodded. She raised her eyebrows winked to her girlfriend and both giggled. I couldn't think of anything logic why they would laugh but I didn't want to be around them anymore. I still searched for Jasmine and all I could see were eyes just pointed at me. "Y/n!" I could hear someone yelling. I turned around and it was Jasmine. I hugged her and we started to dance and talk. She was really cool and super sweet actually not as bad as I thought. "Wait here until I get us something to drink." She smiled and snaked through the people. I waited and waited. And then she came back with 2 red plastic cups. I wasn't sure if I would like the taste of beer or alcohol but I took a sip and it was surprisingly really good. It kinda tasted like strawberries not like that beer Max gave me. "So how is your boyfriend doing?" Jasmine asked and moved to the beat. "Pretty good. Everything is going really good." She smiled. "How is he in be..." but before she could finish her sentece the music went quietly. "Ladies and Gentleman, Heos and Assholes." A guy with blonde hair and blue eyes stood on a table with a mic in his hand. He looked around. "I am Ethan and yo today we're going to have some fun. Aaron pop the champagne!" Everybody screamed and the music was loud again. I could see Aaron pouring champagne in glasses and on some girls. Jasmine looked at me and laughed. "Do you mind if I go and talk to Ethan for a little bit?" It felt like a stab in my stomach. I nodded without even saying how alone I'll feel after she leaves but I can't just keep her with me. I decided to go to the backyard and check out what's there. But all I could see were couples sticking their tounge in each others throats and 5 people jumping into the pool. I felt strange and actually alone and wished that Joji would be here. Suddenly a hand laid on my shoulder. I turned around and it was Aaron. "Hi." He said and smiled. "Hey." I answered. "What are you doing here so alone beautiful?" I smiled and felt how my heart cramped. He was really attractive his eyes especially. "I came here with Jasmine but she said she would like to talk to Ethan for a bit." He laughed. "Yeah I just saw them making out. Would be awkward if you'd be around them." I nodded and took a sip out of my cup. I didn't count how many cups I drank but I surely got really tipsy. That means I drank a lot. "I heard that you weren't from New York. Do you live alone here?"
"Yeah I got my own apartment here." He smirked. "Would be nice if you'd invite me some time." Was he hitting on me? I felt like standing up and walking away and I tried to think how I could say that I have a boyfriend indirectly. I didn't want to hit him up with the "I have a boyfriend." shit. As I was trying to say 'But my boyfriend is going to move in soon.' He stood up. "I see your cup is almost empty. I'll get you something to drink." He walked away and now I felt how dizzy I was. It was the first time I got drunk and I think I might be throwing up anytime. "Hey y/n today is going to pop!" I could hear some manly laughes from the group that walked pass me. I looked confused and that one black guy in the red shirt stopped walking. "I wouldn't drink that much. Aaron made a bet about that he is going to fill your hole tonight. Be careful." And then they walked away. What? He made a bet to get in my undies. That fucking bastard. And that explains why everyone looked at me and why these girls asked me who I was. That's seriously disgusting. I texted Joji to come over asap and walked away from where Aaron and I sat, so he wouldn't find me. I got out and waited until Joji would arrive. His car stopped Ian, Joji and Max jumped out. I tried to hide my tears but as long as I thought about how everyone saw me as an object a tear rolled down my cheek. Ian put his Hand on my shoulder. "What's wrong?" He asked. I just shook my head. "Everything is fine. Just take me home please." They nodded and we got into the car. Joji drove I sat next to him and in the backseats Ian and Max. "Are ya hungry y/n?" Max asked. I actually felt how empty my stomach was but I would definetly throw up. "I feel really dizzy. I think I drank to much." Max laughed. "How did ya even drink I thought you'd be too pussy for that." I loved how Max could always make me laugh even when he insulted me. And that as a joke of course. "It tasted like strawberries and not like the ass-beer you gave me." Joji dropped Ian and Max at their places and we drove to our apartments. I was so glad that this penthouse had an elevator and that I didn't wore high heels. Joji and I got into my apartment. He said he'd like to put me to sleep before he leaves. I nodded and felt like a baby. He helped me to change my clothes. I was too tired to take my make up off so I just laid there thinking about how these lashes are going to get fucked over night. I laid down and asked for a glass of water.

Joji's POV:
I got into the kitchen filled a glass with water and brought it to y/n. I could see how drunk she was but she still looked extremely beautiful and cute. She took small sips out of the glass and my heart melted everytime I looked at her. "Joji." She said with closed eyes. "Yeah y/n?" Y/n grabbed my shirt and pulled me down to her. As my lips touched hers I felt my heart beating faster. Even tho I never show it, I get really excited around her. She started to use her tounge and it turned into a sloppy french kiss. The way her tounge massaged mine felt so good I tried so hard not to bust a nut. Her hands snaked trough my hair down to my back. She stopped and looked at me. I lost myself in her E/C eyes and felt how much I fell in love with her. Her eyes closed slowly and she was sleeping. I laid next to her and considered her face. She was really beautiful. I gave her a kiss on her forehead. "I love you." I said quietly.

Reader's POV:

His warm soft lips touched my forehead. "I love you." Joji said quietly. I smiled and couldn't help the feeling to say it back. "I love you too." I giggled. "You're not sleeping?" I didn't answer. He wrapped his arms around me and I felt extremely safe.