Cancerous Love (Joji x Reader)

16.

Words: Pink Season, Perception, Egg, butthole, tattoo

"Stupid fucking sun." I mumbled to myself as I tried to open my eyes. The sun was shining in my face even tho it was january. I got up and went to the toilet. As I was sitting there I checked my messages. 2 messages from Jasmine.

"Are you free today? Let's do something together."
"I totally forgot that I was going to meet my cousin today. Sorry nvm xx"

I rolled my eyes. I didn't want to anyway. In case you don't know what happened after our fight:
After 1 week, Jasmine ran into my arms crying because she saw Ethan kissing another girl in the gym. She apologized and she felt bad, that she didn't listen to me. I accepted her apology and everything was fine again. Simple duh. Well I brushed my teeth straightened my hair and decided to text Joji.
"What are you doing today?"
I started to boil my 2 eggs.
"Chilling with Max and Ian. But I'm going to record some shit with Getter."
"Oh. Okay have fun babe."
"Just come to Max's place if you want to."
"Okay see you later."

After I ate, got dressed and made my make up, I got out of the apartment. The windows of my white range rover where frozen, so I hopped in and turned the heating on. My hands where shaking because I forgot to wear gloves. I rubbed my hands into each other and waited until I could see something through my windshield. Finally I was able to see through Elsas butthole and drove to Max.

I arrived, got out and ringed at his door. Ian opened it. "Oh y/n. Nice to see you here." I smiled and hugged him "I am glad to see you too Ian." Ian was a really nice and cute person but after the kiss it got really awkward to talk to him. But that's something in the past. And it was just a game. I walked into the living room and saw Max and Joji sitting there. "Yooo y/n. My favorite female cunt." Max stood up pulled me in for a hug and picked me up. I screamed. "Fuck of Max let me down!" His hands tickled me and let me finally down. "You stupid shit." I laughed and punched his chest. "Hey best friend." He said and hugged me again. I turned around and faced Joji. He was lookig down to me. A little bit too serious. Was he jelous again? But his hand wandered to my back and pulled me close to him. He liftet my chin and kissed me. "Yo am I not going to get a kiss?" Max asked and pounted his lips. I widened my eyes. "Of course my sweet prince." Joji said in his filthy Frank voice and walked towards Max. Max pushed me on the couch and I looked to Ian. Joji had to stand on the point of his toe to reach on Max's lips. He gave him a kiss and Max moaned. "Fuck yeah y/n. It's mister steal yo boooy." I bursted out laughing and we all sat down. "So what are we doing today?" Ian asked and took a sip out of his beer can. "I have to meet getter after 1 hour." Joji said and exhaled. Max shook his head. "I thought of going to a club tonight. But you have to fucking record." Joji smiled. "I will return before 9 pm so it's okay." I smiled. "So are we going to a club?" Joji looked at me. "Who said you were coming with us." I knitted my eyebrows. "I am joking babe." He said and gave me a kiss. Joji had to leave. Ian, Max and me thought about some good video ideas.

"Wake me up. Wake me up insiiiide." I could hear Max's voice summing the lyrics into my ear. I opened my eyes and realized that I dozed off on Max lap. With a quick move I got up and looked at the clock. 6:47 pm. Fuck I have to get ready. "Wow dawg it's all good you did not suck my dick." Max said. I laughed. "No not because of that. I just have to get ready for tonight." Max raised his eyebrows. "It's not even 7. We wanted to leave at 9 or 10." I stood up. "Dude you don't know how long it takes me to do one eyeliner so hush." I looked around the room. The Tv was on and Max was watching Scooby Doo. "Where is Ian?" I asked and tied my hair up. "He had some things to finish so he left." I kept my eyes on the Tv and looked confused. "I watch that gay shit because I thought of a deadly twister Scooby Doo edition. So I have to know some insiders." I laughed. "I am leaving okay?" He nodded. "Text me whenever you're ready so I can pick you and George up."

I got into my apartment took a quick shower and shaved my legs. I was listening to pink season and not gonna lie it was lit. Even tho nickelodeon girls made me feel uncomfortable. The thought of Joji wacking off while watching iCarly made me laugh. I got out of the shower, decided to wear black jeans, a blue crop top with a cut-out and black vans. After I caked my face I was ready. It was 9:20 and I knocked at Jojis door. He opened it and I got in. He was also ready, he was just folding his laundry. "Should I help you?" I asked and hugged him from the behind. He put the shirt down which he held in his hand and turned around. "No." He answered quickly and got closer to me. Joji picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. He leaned at the edge of the table and laid his lips on mine. I put my arms around his neck and lighty grinded my hips. He suddenly stopped and held his breath. He looked into my eyes and bit his lips. "I wish we would have more time." He whispered. I smiled and brushed his lips with my thumb. "I love you Joji." I said and burried my face in his neck. He may got some highlighter on there but I didn't actually care. I inhaled his scent and exhaled satisfied. "I love you too." He said and I got off him. Joji gave Max a quick call to pick us up and we got downstairs. It was really cold outside, Joji gave me his jacket but in the club it will be hot anyways. Max's car stopped with loud music and we got in. Joji and I were sitting in the back, Max was driving and Ian sat next to him. We all sang along with the lyrics of the song which was playing. Tonight was going to be fun.

After we showed the security our ID's, we got in. The music was playing loudly and I could hear it in the entry already. I wasn't allowed to drink alcohol but who was going to notice anyways. We got straight to the dancefloor and started to dance to the beat. I looked at Ian and suddenly an idea popped into my head. I walked to him pulled him down and screamed in his ear. "Dance like in your 100k sub video." He looked at me and smiled. "Cmon." I screamed but he didn't hear me. He read my lips and nodded. I tapped Joji and Max's shoulder and pointed at Ian. Ian suddenly started to move his legs and arms just like he did in his green suit. We all started to laugh and the people around him looked at him in a weird way. But of course Ian didn't care he continued until I gave him a sign to stop. After the time passed we got away from the dancefloor. Joji and Ian were getting us something to drink. I looked at Max. "What about that chick?" I said and pointed and a girl in a tight golden dress. She had blonde hair and she was really skinny. "Nah dude I need something thicc. I would be scared to break her bones while having sex." I laughed and searched for something else. "Oh that one." Max followed my gaze and as his eyes met my object he widened his eyes. "Damn." He said and looked back at me. "Do you think that she has a boyfriend?" He asked. I kept watching that brunette girl with the bigass tattoo on her arm and couldn't see any guys around her. "I don't know. Talk to her, then you'll find out." He nodded and got up. Joji and Ian came back with our drinks and looked after Max. "What is he doing?" Ian asked. "Trying to get some pussy." I laughed and took a sip out of the scotch. I now was able to drink alcohol without gagging. We watched how Max talking to the girl. It was going well I guess. Ian tapped mine and Joji's shoulder and handed us 2 small pills. Were these drugs? I looked to Ian. He smiled. "What is this?" I asked and turned around to Joji who was about to swallow the pill. "Molly." He said. I raised my eyebrows. I never took Molly or any other drug, but I guess I can make an experience like that. I took the pill in my fingers, insecurely put it between my lips and took a sip out of my glass. I didn't know if it was good or not. A girl showed up infront of Ian and started to dance. Ian looked at me I smiled and winked at him. He smiled and they disappeared in a direction. Now Joji and I were alone. He looked at me and rubbed his eyes. He pushed me against the wall and kissed me. My heart started to beat faster and my knees got mushy. His hands wandered down to my butt and he squeezed it. A light moan escaped my mouth. I opened my eyes and suddenly, I wasn't able to see clearly anymore. I could see Joji but the lights got brighter and the music louder. I suddenly started to laugh without any reasons. My perception slowed down and the music suddenly got quiter. Joji leaned forward. "We are going to have fun tonight." Joji smiled and his sentence replayed again and again in my head. He pulled me in the crowd and the green and red lights got really bright until my eyes hurt.

Yeyeyeeeee thank you so much for reading my sweet children. Have a nice day bbbyeeee xx.