Cancerous Love (Joji x Reader)

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I sat on the couch next to Ian with my mug in my hand. Alpha laid on Max's lap and he petted him. Even tho it was really warm I was shaking and my hands were cold. The heat from the hot chocolate warmed up my whole body with every sip. We all sat there in silence and watched Tv. I still felt horrible. I placed the mug on the table and cleared my throat. "Guys..." I said and looked down. "I'm really sorry I put you in such a situation like this. I really didn't want to worry you." No one answered first and I looked into Joji's eyes. As my gaze met his he looked away. "It's okay y/n." Max said and smiled. "We're glad that you're safe." Ian nodded and I felt much better than before. As the minutes passed by and the knot in my stomach resolved Ian looked at me. "Talk to Joji." He whispered as quietly as he could and then he forced Max to get up and leave the room. Joji still didn't look at me a single time and I tried to understand why. He kissed me hours before why would he act like that now? I swallowed and felt how dry my mouth was. Joji stood up and surprisingly he sat down next to me. Now my heart started to beat faster and I got nervous for some reason. "Y/n." He said and I couldn't look into his eyes. He liftet my chin with his right hand and now I looked into his dark eyes.

Joji POV

Y/n eyes met mine and I could read the guilt out of it. She messed up really bad but I am ready to forgive her. I mean it can happen to everyone. Everybody has it's own behavior, bad and good side. But in Y/n I only could see the positive things. She made mistakes look flawless. "I'm sorry Joji." She apologized again. I smiled "You don't have to apologize. I forgive you." Now a smile flitted over her lips. "I really didn't mean to. I didn't think before I handled." I couldn't handle it when she was so sad. I tucked her hair behind her ear and analyzed her face. I've never seen such a beauty like this. I leaned forward and planted a warm kiss on her forehead. My lips wandered down her temple to her lips. She put her arms around my neck and kissed me. Y/n slid down, until she laid and I had to mature my weight on my elbows. My lips wandered down to her neck and I breathed in. She giggled and I started to nibble on her neck. Y/n was the girl, who could make me forget anything. Her existence just makes everything disappear and all I see is her. When I lay in bed next to her, I ask myself how I even deserve such a blessing like this. She laid her hand on my jaw and traced my jawline with her fingers until she reached my chin. Y/n turned my head around and laid her lips on mine once again. Her tongue got through my lips and massaged mine. Her taste, her scent, her touch was the only thing I needed. The room was filled with silence all I could her was our lips smacking and Y/n's heavy breath. She stopped and I looked at her. "I love you." I said quietly and laid next to her on the couch. "I love you too." She replied. I wrapped my arms around her and held her tight. I wouldn't forgive myself if anything would happen to her.

Reader POV

I opened my eyes as I heared Alpha barking and I could see Joji. We dozed off on the couch together. I brushed his messy, black hair back with my hand back. "Wake up." I whispered and gave him a kiss on his cheek. He opened his eyes and as he was up he smiled immediately. "Good morning babe." His voice was rough and deep. I sat upright and felt a pain from my neck going down my spine. I scratched and massaged it a little bit and finally got up. Today was the last day in Australia and we had to fly back tomorrow. It was 1 pm and I ran upstairs. I opened Ian's door and pulled the blinds up. "Wake up." I said. Ian groaned and mumbled something I quite couldn't understand. I jumped on his bed and jolted him. "Okay fuck. Y/n I'm up." He said. I smiled. "Good." I hopped into Max's room and did the same thing to him. "What the fuck Y/n!" He shouted and I laughed. "Fucking cunt let me sleep!" I grabbed his shoulder. Max's turned around and looked at me furiously. "I swear to god if you wouldn't be a girl, I'd already smack the shit out of you." I bursted out laughing. "It's my last day in Australia. We can't just spend it in bed, sleeping all day!" He raised his eyebrows. "Oh shit we are flying back tomorrow." I nodded and he finally he got up. As I entraced the hallway I said that I'd make breakfast for us. I ran down the stairs and started to make eggs, bacon and pancakes. As I was flipping the pancakes to the perfect shape Joji hugged me from behind and rested his chin on my head. His hand wandered down my shirt and laid on my bare abdomen. "Gay." Ian said and we looked to his direction. "Go and ride Max's dick." I said and winked at him. As we sat down and finished our breakfast, we thought about something we could do. I widened my eyes. "I want to go to an amusement park!" I said out loud. Max looked at me. "What are? 10 years old?" I looked at him. "You're never too old, to go on an amusement park." Joji laughed and put his arm around me. "I agree with y/n. Sounds like an amusing idea." Ian shrugged his shoulders. "I'm in." He said and we all looked at Max. He rolled his eyes. "Good Vlog footage." He said and laughed.

Ye m'ladies we are going on an amusement park lit right? It's childish but also LIIIIIT. Sooo that's all I have for you guys todaaaay and I really hope you enjoyed it tho. Comments and criticism are appreciated. Please tell me if I spelled something wrong or fucked up the grammar because, literally everytime I read my old chapters I cringe. It makes me want to beat myself with a wooden spoon I am not kidding. I'm a german bean so it might happen that I make mistakes lol. Don't ask me if I'm hitlers niece because hell yeah I am. Okay too much shittalk. I love you all byeeeeee.