Cancerous Love (Joji x Reader)

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Ian sat next to me and we waited for Joji to get in this pink suit. He walked in with his goofy smile. "Do I look good, b0ss?" He asked and walked to Ian. "Oh lemme spank that pink ass." Ian growled and slapped Joji's butt. Joji moaned and screamed 'YES' like salamander man always does. They got up and started to film. Joji jumped around and I loved how confident he was around me. He started to throw the ramen around the kitchen I had to hide myself, so I wouldn't get dirty. He lip-synced some of his lyrics and then I helped him cleaning his shithole. Joji decided to take a shower Ian and I sat down on the couch. He turned the Tv on and offered me a beer. I didn't reject it. With small sips I swallowed the bitter tasting beer and with every sip it started to taste neutrally. "How are things going with George?" Ian asked and looked at me. "Pretty good." Actually... everything was extremely good. He raised one eyebrow. "Just pretty good?" Ian leaned back. "The way George talks about you sounds more than just 'pretty good'." I could feel the excitement growing inside me, alerting to explode. "What did he tell you?" I asked a little bit too fast. "Woah princess calm down." Ian laughed. "He just describes you as perfect. Your look, sense of humor." I bit my lip and smiled looking at the ground. He said that I am perfect. "Not going to lie m'lady you're a beauty." Ian winked at me. Joji got out of the shower, sat next to me. "What where you cunts doing?" He asked. Ian put his laptop awa and they started to talk and laugh but I didn't listen. I pulled out my phone and saw Jasmines text.
"Y/n. I have a problem."
"What's up?"
"I just woke up in Ethans bed. Naked. I definitely lost my virginity."
"Oooh Jasmine what's good. Can't you remember anything?"
"I was too drunk. I don't even remember how I got in his bed."
"Well it happened. You just had your most exciting night in your life and you dumbass were drunk while having sex."
"I hope I didn't throw up on him."
"LMAO. Did you leave immediately?"
"Yes."
"Are you down to meet up rn. So we can talk about that?"
"YES. ASAP."
"Meet me at starbucks 7th Avenue."
"K. See you then."

Jasmine is a really naive girl and I couldn't get over the thought that Ethan just wanted to get laid for a bet aswell. "I am going to meet Jasmine." I gave Joji a quick kiss and stood up. He grabbed my arm pulled me back to the couch and started to kiss me. I wanted to leave because I knew how awkward Ian must have felt in that moment. I pushed him away from me. "Not now." I whispered at him and winked. I gave Ian a surprisingly intense hug and left. As I got to starbuck I could see Jas already waiting for me. "Hey." I greeted her. She jumped off her chair and hugged me. "My head hurts and it feels like I am still having a dildo shoved up my ass." Jasmine sat down with a painful look in her face. I laughed even tho I never had sex before I knew that it was similar to muscle soreness. "Now tell me what happened you naughty girl." She exhaled heavily. "
All I can remember was that we sat on the couch and drank. He even kissed me and I don't know... I kinda have feelings for him. He is gentle, kind and sweet. And I think he is nuts over me too or why would he fuck me right?" I rolled my eyes and she continued. "And after that I just woke up naked next to him in his bed with an extreme hangover. I left even without searching for my panties so it's still in his bedroom I think." I was trying to find the right words to tell her, not to fall for him. He might just used her for sex or so. "Jasmine... I think you should be careful with your feelings." I scratched my neck and looked at her. She raised her eyebrows. "What do you mean?" She asked in an insecure way. "I mean.. Don't get me wrong. I just mean he might just used you for sex." Was that to direct? I am truly a honest person and I can't help it. Oh I saw that coming. Her eyes looked at me angrily. "What do you mean he just used me? Are you trying to tell me that I have no chances with Ethan?" My eyes widened. "Jesus. I didn't say that! Jas calm down." Jasmine stood up. "No. I thought you were trying to help me but all you do is just... nothing!" She rushed outside and walked into a direction. Fuck. What did I say wrong? I guess she just overreacted. I was trying to help...

I drove home with a guilty feeling in my chest which was literally eating me alive. Maybe Ethan was down for a real relationship and he had feelings for Jas. I punched against my steering wheel and the Rover started to honk. I almost shit my pants and a dramatically pain covered up my hand. I arrived at home, didn't even think about to go to Joji's apartment. I need some alonetime for now. Maybe I'll just text Joji to visit me.

2 hours after drawing for my art lessons, listening to music and doing my nails Joji texted me.

"Hey. Do you want to come over?"
"Sure. Give me a second.

I put my phone away and got my ass down to his apartment. "Hey." He said and planted a warm kiss ok my lips. We walked into the living room and sat down. "So how was you meeting with Jasmine?" He asked and rested his head on his hand. "Shitty." I replied fast. I couldn't get the guilty feeling away so I tried to smile. It didn't help. "What happened?" His hand wandered to my tigh. "She got really mad because I tried to tell her to be careful with someone... You know I screw everything up. It's like I am always the one who gets someone mad, because they cant handle my humor or my honest opinion." Joji looked into my eyes. His dark hair was messy. "You don't screw eyerything up y/n. Everyone has a good and either a bad side." I laughed. "Like your tumblr and meme side?" He smiled and nodded. I leaned forward to give him a kiss. My hands wandered down his shirt and I could feel his abs. I didn't know why but something got me crazy about him. He placed his hand on my butt and a cold shiver went down my spine. His lips felt extremely soft and they were made for kissing. I stopped looked at him heavily breathing. He took his shirt off and now it was my turn to mark my territory. I started to suck on a spot on his neck. He closed his eyes and everytime he swallowed I could feel his adam's apple moving. Now I stood up and took of my shirt. Joji licked his lips and looked at me, waiting for me to continue what I started. I smiled at him. "Come here." I said and hopped into his room. He jumped off the couch quickly and followed me like a dog. He grabbed me, pushed me agaist a wall and kissed me thuggishly .He grabbed my ass and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around him and Joji started to walk to the bed. He sat down and as always I was sitting on his lap. "Y/n" he said quietly and I looked at him. "Are you sure you want to do this?" I didn't say anything just nodded lightly. I got off his lap and kneed infront of him. I wasn't sure what I was supposed to do but I clearly knew how to give a blowjob. I unzipped his pants and pulled them down. Before his boxers were down I started to massage his dick. With little pressure I went up and down, feeling how hard he was. As I looked at him, I could see him biting his lip. I pulled his boxers down and his dick popped out. With my shaking hands I took his bare cock in my hand and started to go up an down. Joji moaned my name and it got me thirstier than ever. I leaned foreward and started to lick his tip. Joji moaned louder and grabbed my head. I started to take his whole dick in my mouth, sucking it. Joji moved my head with his hand back and forth. I took his cock out of my mouth and used my hands again. Suddenly Joji stood up, grabbed me and pushed me strongly on the bed. I gasped and he pulled my pants down. He looked at my naked body until his gaze met my eyes. "You're unbelievable."He said and started to spread kissed all over my body. His soft lips were exploring my body until he sticked his index and middle finger in my mouth. I licked his fingers and he started to rub my clitoris gently. A weak moan escaped my mouth but with every touch I got louder. A warm wave filled my body and I closed my eyes enjoying the feeling. Now Joji was on top of me kissing my neck down to my breasts. He took of my bra and started to nibble at one tit again. I thought of what happened before but this time it was different. I enjoyed the feeling of Joji being so close and intimate to me. "Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked again with his deep voice. I put both hands around his neck and nodded. "Yes papa." He took a condom out of the bedside locker and put it on. He smiled and I closed my eyes. Joji spread my legs and pushed his cock gently inside me. A pain filled my eyes with tears. I pulled Joji close to me and digged my face in his neck. My breath was heavy and with every exhalation Joji's scent went up my nose. After I calmed down he started to pump in and out. With every move of his hips I got louder and he got faster. He kissed me and moaned on my lips. Joji moaned wildly and suddenly he stopped. He pushed his cock deeper inside me and his face was full of pleasure. He moaned loudly and pulled his cock out. Joji gave me a sloppy kiss and laid down next to me. We both were breathing heavily. He looked at me. "I love you." He said and fondled my hair. I smiled. "I love you too Joji." I whispered and closed my eyes.

I HAVE EXAMS COMING UP AND IT'S ALMOST 1AM AND I AM WRITING FUCKING SMUT AJSBSJFVHSUD. I hope you enjoyed this little dirty chapter. Fav this if you bust a nut while reading OKAY LOL NO. But something more intense is coming up soon xx.( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° )
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