Cancerous Love (Joji x Reader)

33.

Joji and I got into the plane and we sat down. As I was taking off my shoes, to crawl up on my seat and take a nap something came to my mind. "Joji." I said quickly. Joji turned his head around and looked at me. "What's with Alpha?" I asked and felt how I started to panic. "Don't worry." He said and pulled his phone out. He held the screen infront of my face and smiled. "Ian and Max are a good gay couple. They will take care of him." The photo showed Max holding alpha and Ian kissing Max's cheek. I smiled and closed my eyes. "You're so well prepared Joji." I said smiling and leaned back.

I opened my eyes, as I felt a bright light through my closed lids. Joji was holding his phone in my face, but he hid it real quick. "Are you fucking retarded?" I asked him and tried not to rub my eyeshadow away. Joji started to laugh. "I tried to take a picture of you but I dumbass totally forgot that the flash was on." I shook my head and sat upright. "You're stupid. But yo delete it flashlight pics are ugly." Joji looked at me strangely. "Shut the fuck up Y/n. You know that you always look beautiful." I didn't know if I should get mad, because he told me to shut up or if I should feel flattered, because he said that I am always beautiful. Since I've met Joji, I started to like the way I look. With or without make up, he always made me feel special and beautiful.

The plane landed and we both got out. I still couldn't believe that he took me to paris. This was literally the most beautiful thing, someone has ever done to me. We grabbed our suitcases and walked outside. The warm breeze of wind met my skin and I looked around. Paris was so different. The architecture here was vintage and incredible. He pulled his phone out. "Yo where are you?". Joji knitted his eyebrows and it looked like he was listening to the person on the phone. Now he looked up again and let his gaze wander all over the place. "Oh there you are." He said and hung up. "Who was that?" I asked and grabbed my suitcase. "Dominic. He's going to drive us to our hotel." I didn't say anything. Joji started walking and I followed him. We walked towards the red toyota and a tall, brunette dude got out of the car. Joji smiled and hugged him. "Has been ages since we saw each other man." He said and turned around. "That's y/n." Joji introduced me to his friend. "Hi my name is Dominic." I expected a french accent but I couldn't hear one. "Hey." I said and shook his hand. "Happy Birthday btw." Dominic said smiling. Joji and Dominic deported our baggage into the trunk and we all got into the car. Joji and I sat in the back and Dominic was driving. "Dominic and I went to college together and after that he moved to paris." That explains why he doesn't have an accent. It was almost 10 pm. The sun was already down and i considered the bright lights in the darkness. Joji and Dominic kept talking. I leaned my head back, trying to squash the feeling of neglect. I know they haven't seen each other for such a long time and both of them had a lot to tell each other. Suddenly I felt a warm hand resting on my thigh. I looked into Joji's direction. He was still looking straight ahead. I leaned my head on his shoulder, took his hand in mine and crossed my fingers with his.

We arrived at the hotel. The baggage holder took our stuff and the receptionist handed us our room cards. Joji and I stepped into the elevator, where two other guys stood. The awkward silence already made me feel uncomfortable even though we were in there for like not even half a minute. I kept my eyes lowered, but as I looked up to the dude infront of me my knees got mushy. He was looking straight into my eyes. The cold blue in his eyes made me shiver. He smiled and winked at me. "Salute." He said and right after I felt a warm hand snaking around my hip. Joji pulled me close to him and I looked up at Joji. He was looking at the dude infront of me with a serious look. I pressed myself closer to Joji, since the thing in Sydney happened I felt really paranoid with other guys flirting with me. The elevator stopped. Joji took my hand in his and we both got out of the elevator. "Not the best room." He said and tilted his head before opening the door. I shook my head and punched his chest lightly. "Joji are you serious? I would even sleep under a bridge with you. Dumbass." Joji giggled and laid his hand on my back. "Well at least there is a bed where we can sleep." I smiled. "And..?" I said and got closer to him. Joji smiled and closed his eyes. "Thirsty." He said and opened the door. We both stepped in. The room was not small. On the contrary it was pretty big. Our suitcases already got placed in here. I felt how heavy my eyelids got and all I wanted to do was sleep. "It's late. Let's get some sleep. We still have three days in Paris." Joji said and kneed infront of his suitcase. I didn't even know what Joji packed for me. I opened mine and raised my eyebrows. None of these clothes looked familiar. I pulled the white tee out and considered it. There was still a price tag on it but the price was paint over with a sharpie. I turned my head to Joji. He smiled at me. "What is this?" I asked him. Joji sat down on the floor. "I bought you 3 outfits, which you are going to wear when I take you out. Don't worry Jasmine helped me with it." He said and my heart cramped together. The flashbacks, when Joji and I got into a huge fight came into my mind. That was probably the thing they texted about. I smiled, trying to outplay the awkward silence. "Thank you so much Joji." I said and hugged him. Joji laid his head on my shoulder and wrapped his arms around me. We both were sitting on the floor, hugging each other tightly. Joji broke the hug and looked into my eyes. "I just want you to be happy y/n." He said and tucked a wisp of hair that was covering my face behind my ear. I smiled and lowered my gaze. "I need nothing but you to be happy." Joji tilted up my chin and laid his lips on mine. I closed my eyes slowly, letting the wave of enjoyment rush through my whole body. Joji's touch made me forget the bad things on this planet. He made weeds look like roses and salt taste like cotton candy. I discontinued the kiss and stood up. I held my hand infront of Joji. He grabbed it and I pulled him up. "Let's get some sleep." I said and pulled my pj's out. I took off my make up. We both changed into our sleepwear and jumped in the big bed. Joji turned off the light and put his arms around me. I rested my head on his chest.
Mrs. S/n. Are you able to hear me?
I quickly opened my eyes and looked around. I couldn't see anything but I heard a feminine voice talking. "Joji did you hear that?" I asked but I didn't get a response. All I could hear was Joji's breath. His chest moved to the rythm of his in and exhalation. "Probably just an imagination..." I whispered to myself and closed my eyes again.

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