3am thoughts// olive5soselsd

notes.

hi.

thats how my note starts. its more of a letter, rather than a note, with plenty of quotes, poety and soppy romance to last a lifetime. that note is going to be given to somebody. a boy. specifically, my favourite boy. the boy-I-wish-was-mine-but-never-will-be boy. he also goes as the-boy-who-likes-somebody-but-its-totally-not-me boy.

I like the note I wrote very much. but I have to wait until after christmas to give it to him. he might not like it. he probably wont like it.

I dont mind. its okay.

I would post it here, but it is very personal. maybe in a few years time I will, maybe in 10 years. maybe not at all. but there will only be 3 people who I know for definite that will read my note. me, olive and him. he might show his friends, but I begged him not to and he is very sweet, so he might not.

I trust him.

but there we go, a useless thing I wanted to say.

just like everything else that comes out of my mouth and mind.

useless.